Mihr
Lachie
This would be my second post, about my first experience. Hello to all.
The week or two leading up to my trip I believe influenced how my trip was. Two days prior was my birthday, and the months before had been ones of transition and change for me, so I figured I was in a sublime mindstate to have my first Spice experience.
The setting was in Shoe's house with my friend, who has already posted his story, and Shoe's gf. As an environment to trip, I cannot think of a place more warm and welcoming. I had the basics explained to me, and watched as my friend lapsed into his journey. The pipe touching my lips was the first hint of nerves, what was I going to experience? After two fast hits I went for a doozy, using all my bong-built lungpower on Shoe's little glass pipe. Seconds later my vision seemed to cloud, as I subconsciously closed my eyes and leant back.
More than having gone somewhere else, I would describe what I saw as more an introspective view of my life over the past few years, from a surreally informed viewpoint, almost like that of an out-of-body experience. I saw decisions I had made, and that had been made for me, and their effects on my life, I was almost shown the pattern of what should have happened, or what could. How I could have made it to this point in my life a wiser, calmer person. While my journey hardly unenjoyable, I was filled with a sense of trepidation during my introversion, as if some hidden insecurity about my own readiness was holding me back.
When I became to come down, I opened my eyes to find something resembling Shoe's room surrounding me, a shape that resembled my friend beside me, and various distortions and memories of what I had seen drifting away from me. I found it hard to process... Well, everything, for some time. I especially couldn't make sense of the trip I had just had. Only through hours of reflection can I begin to decipher what some of the things I was shown could mean to me, my personality and life.
In short, I think I am changed, and unsure yet of in what way.
Sense will perhaps come to me eventually. I thank you for listening.
Adieu.
The week or two leading up to my trip I believe influenced how my trip was. Two days prior was my birthday, and the months before had been ones of transition and change for me, so I figured I was in a sublime mindstate to have my first Spice experience.
The setting was in Shoe's house with my friend, who has already posted his story, and Shoe's gf. As an environment to trip, I cannot think of a place more warm and welcoming. I had the basics explained to me, and watched as my friend lapsed into his journey. The pipe touching my lips was the first hint of nerves, what was I going to experience? After two fast hits I went for a doozy, using all my bong-built lungpower on Shoe's little glass pipe. Seconds later my vision seemed to cloud, as I subconsciously closed my eyes and leant back.
More than having gone somewhere else, I would describe what I saw as more an introspective view of my life over the past few years, from a surreally informed viewpoint, almost like that of an out-of-body experience. I saw decisions I had made, and that had been made for me, and their effects on my life, I was almost shown the pattern of what should have happened, or what could. How I could have made it to this point in my life a wiser, calmer person. While my journey hardly unenjoyable, I was filled with a sense of trepidation during my introversion, as if some hidden insecurity about my own readiness was holding me back.
When I became to come down, I opened my eyes to find something resembling Shoe's room surrounding me, a shape that resembled my friend beside me, and various distortions and memories of what I had seen drifting away from me. I found it hard to process... Well, everything, for some time. I especially couldn't make sense of the trip I had just had. Only through hours of reflection can I begin to decipher what some of the things I was shown could mean to me, my personality and life.
In short, I think I am changed, and unsure yet of in what way.
Sense will perhaps come to me eventually. I thank you for listening.
Adieu.
