rawmo
Rising Star
So,
in the interests of scientific exploration I went and asked my local GP nicely for some Moclobemide and he wrote a script [that easy].
First test -
Moclobemide just by itself [150mg] just to see what it was like.
Definite but subtle effects felt,
subjectively much more similar to feel good Caapi than Rue tea [in that it has a slight dreamy edge to it]
Moclobemide apparently has a ~6hr half life, most gone by 16 hrs and all gone by 48hrs
Second test -
Moclobemide [150mg]
10 hour wait [till nighttime/darkness] to observe general effects before DMT
7 hours into it 1 beer to check for tyramine based problems - no noticeable effect either way.
At ~10 hrs smoke a very small amount of changa [safety dose] (DMT + DMT Oxide on Passionfruit leaf).
i.e. maybe 1/3 to 1/4 of normal amount smoked
Crikey!! : )
really strong, really deep deep experience.
No weirdness/confusion that can sometimes happen with such a big hit in many cases (perhaps due to the speed of the experience),
felt buffered, and totally solid throughout it even with total dissociation / breakthrough.
Open eyes or closed made no difference [it was all one].
Probably also the best memory of a total DMT trip that I have had so far, [perhaps as slightly less abstract than the usual].
The 'fold out' (how i refer to the process where layers of your reality open out sort of like onion layers/flower petals opening) was amazing to watch as I shed the 'normal space' layers into infinity DMT layers.
Each stage of the fold out also was associated with primary aspects of my mind/being/standard reality that I could watch invert as a smaller subset of ultimate reality. [really amazing].
Went through an interaction with some form of universal consciousness/awareness in relation to aspects of life and decision making [so in a sense very Aya like].
From this the 'fold back' happened (i.e. coming back into the normal world whereby the infinite aspects/concepts/potentials of my consciousness fold in on themselves and become limited into aspects available in the normal world).
With eyes open [when i did at stages of this] I could watch my visual field folding back into my 'ground state'
The visual field was always the ground state, but as each fold in happened the visual field would adjust itself in relation to the limits required of that new perspective of the ground state.
Even when i was back to ground state the DMT experience still kept going [often in gradually decreasing waves of effect] for another 30 - 40 minutes
So -
Overall one of the more interesting DMT experiences I've had so far and totally worthwhile.
The clarity of the experience and ability to remember more (including the sequence) than usual really surprised me. [i.e. i can still visualise much of the experience 5 days later with great accuracy (including visual memory/snapshots).
Will do more test when get time,
but yeah, that's my first report.
Moclobemide definitely works, and from a sample size of 1 does so in a positive and gentle way.
in the interests of scientific exploration I went and asked my local GP nicely for some Moclobemide and he wrote a script [that easy].
First test -
Moclobemide just by itself [150mg] just to see what it was like.
Definite but subtle effects felt,
subjectively much more similar to feel good Caapi than Rue tea [in that it has a slight dreamy edge to it]
Moclobemide apparently has a ~6hr half life, most gone by 16 hrs and all gone by 48hrs
Second test -
Moclobemide [150mg]
10 hour wait [till nighttime/darkness] to observe general effects before DMT
7 hours into it 1 beer to check for tyramine based problems - no noticeable effect either way.
At ~10 hrs smoke a very small amount of changa [safety dose] (DMT + DMT Oxide on Passionfruit leaf).
i.e. maybe 1/3 to 1/4 of normal amount smoked
Crikey!! : )
really strong, really deep deep experience.
No weirdness/confusion that can sometimes happen with such a big hit in many cases (perhaps due to the speed of the experience),
felt buffered, and totally solid throughout it even with total dissociation / breakthrough.
Open eyes or closed made no difference [it was all one].
Probably also the best memory of a total DMT trip that I have had so far, [perhaps as slightly less abstract than the usual].
The 'fold out' (how i refer to the process where layers of your reality open out sort of like onion layers/flower petals opening) was amazing to watch as I shed the 'normal space' layers into infinity DMT layers.
Each stage of the fold out also was associated with primary aspects of my mind/being/standard reality that I could watch invert as a smaller subset of ultimate reality. [really amazing].
Went through an interaction with some form of universal consciousness/awareness in relation to aspects of life and decision making [so in a sense very Aya like].
From this the 'fold back' happened (i.e. coming back into the normal world whereby the infinite aspects/concepts/potentials of my consciousness fold in on themselves and become limited into aspects available in the normal world).
With eyes open [when i did at stages of this] I could watch my visual field folding back into my 'ground state'
The visual field was always the ground state, but as each fold in happened the visual field would adjust itself in relation to the limits required of that new perspective of the ground state.
Even when i was back to ground state the DMT experience still kept going [often in gradually decreasing waves of effect] for another 30 - 40 minutes
So -
Overall one of the more interesting DMT experiences I've had so far and totally worthwhile.
The clarity of the experience and ability to remember more (including the sequence) than usual really surprised me. [i.e. i can still visualise much of the experience 5 days later with great accuracy (including visual memory/snapshots).
Will do more test when get time,
but yeah, that's my first report.
Moclobemide definitely works, and from a sample size of 1 does so in a positive and gentle way.
