Thanks Spangles. What a beautiful welcome. I appreciate your words greatly.

I'd love to discuss the mental health side of things in more detail one day. There is a lot to talk about on that. I have seen a psychologist who I've told some batshit crazy thoughts to and she told me that I sound the most centred ever (she has known me for 6yrs). I hate labels too. She told me that she would be surprised if I indeed ever had schizophrenia. The symptoms I experienced were, I believe, among other things, my subconscious trying to wake me up.

I am sure everything will work out okay and civilised with wifey... Just on different paths. We have been in each others lives for a reason. We will still be in each others lives... Just not in the same capacity... As I guess it is both of us who want this to be true (consciously or not).