BeenHereBefore
Rising Star
I had a dream last night and this is a bit of what I was thinking about during the dream:...
.....All I can say is wow! Unbelievable!
Just arrived back from my first 'real' DMT experience and felt I had to join this forum to tell someone about it!
I have had a couple of attempts to smoke it before (both times after a few beers) both were largely unsuccessful. I had some visual treats but it was mainly an uncomfortable combination of Nausea, motion sickness, breathing problems and fear
This time I decided that I needed to do it properly, had a good uplifting day, ate properly, had a nice bath, avoided alcohol, and made myself really comfortable whilst listening to 'My dreams of Tangerines' by Tangerine Dream.
This time I had butterflies but not fear, I think it made all the difference. I actually let go into the experience instead of fighting against it.
I was shown beauty and love! It sounds really cheesy to even write that but its the only way I can describe it, incredible beauty shown through a pulsating kaleidoscope of colours. There seemed to be people/things there, friendly female forms holding a table and trying to show me things, and very wierdly a new born baby held my hand briefly. I got the distinct impression that something was beckoning me to go further or do something, I couldn't understand what they meant. At one point they almost seemed frustrated or something.
The great thing about this trip compared to the others was the fact that all the anxiety and fear completely disappeared! No racing heart rate or panic over breathing, just me sat in supreme comfort watching a fantastic movie layered over the top of the real vision of my living room.
Although I saw some crazy stuff It did feel kind of fragile, like I could have snapped myself out of it if I had wanted. I definitely feel like I could go much further in to the experience (if I could get a hang of vaporising the damn stuff properly!)......
That's it, just had to share the experience with someone, it feels so positive!
.....All I can say is wow! Unbelievable!
Just arrived back from my first 'real' DMT experience and felt I had to join this forum to tell someone about it!
I have had a couple of attempts to smoke it before (both times after a few beers) both were largely unsuccessful. I had some visual treats but it was mainly an uncomfortable combination of Nausea, motion sickness, breathing problems and fear
This time I decided that I needed to do it properly, had a good uplifting day, ate properly, had a nice bath, avoided alcohol, and made myself really comfortable whilst listening to 'My dreams of Tangerines' by Tangerine Dream.
This time I had butterflies but not fear, I think it made all the difference. I actually let go into the experience instead of fighting against it.
I was shown beauty and love! It sounds really cheesy to even write that but its the only way I can describe it, incredible beauty shown through a pulsating kaleidoscope of colours. There seemed to be people/things there, friendly female forms holding a table and trying to show me things, and very wierdly a new born baby held my hand briefly. I got the distinct impression that something was beckoning me to go further or do something, I couldn't understand what they meant. At one point they almost seemed frustrated or something.
The great thing about this trip compared to the others was the fact that all the anxiety and fear completely disappeared! No racing heart rate or panic over breathing, just me sat in supreme comfort watching a fantastic movie layered over the top of the real vision of my living room.
Although I saw some crazy stuff It did feel kind of fragile, like I could have snapped myself out of it if I had wanted. I definitely feel like I could go much further in to the experience (if I could get a hang of vaporising the damn stuff properly!)
......That's it, just had to share the experience with someone, it feels so positive!
