That's a shame it ended bad for you what happened if you don't mind me asking?

I've had some pretty horrible dreams in the past that I'm thankful I wasn't in the driver seat, where you wake up and wipe the sweat from your forehead and say "I'm so glad that was just a dream, I can't believe that just came out of my head!" If a person was fully conscious I could see how it would be scarring.

I think you should go for it again, don't let one horrible ride get in your way