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First ride with cubensis

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KannaRas

Rising Star
O./ Hey

This is the first report i have written,
Am hoping that to write about my experiences would give me an ability to think about them deeper,
i can see now to translate it into text is to proccess them diffrently in a way,
hopeing to develop this skill and maybe even gain more awareness during the experience itself

:)
After years of dreaming to get my hands on mushrooms the day arrived

Have not experienced this befor and it was amazing :d


- At home with a few friend's a mushroom suprise caught us all unexpecting
we were a few friends all of us joined the ride accept one who decided to stay clear minded for this experience

Our plan was to have the shrooms and walk out to the near by woods to find a journey ,
This was during moon time and walks in the woods at night are quite enjoyable in this area

We had quite alot of shrooms and we were advised to dose 2g for our ride , as it was a first mushroom journey we decided 1g should be enough to get the feel of it

- 1g of cubensis in a cup with boiling water , honey , and a teabag
- Again the same 1g with boiling water , honey , tea , this time eating up the mushroom cuts as drinking down the tea

Maybe 20 min after the second cup the feeling started rising
the plan was for it to peak in the woods so grabbing my guitar started heading out there
It came up a lot faster then expected ,there was a feeling this was gonna be a great ride

Starting to walk in the woods begining to dive in and out of my mind losing a bit of communication skills and a feeling ofa bit body discomfort

All the trees were looking so alive and i could see a clear aura around the bushes and plants
In such strange colors there was no point to even think about trying to understand their nature

looking at the ground and all the tree leaves ( not exactly leaves i am missing a word here sort of tooth picks that fall off ) they had an order a kind of fractal feel to all of it it was amazing it was every where

We continued to walk aimlessly as that was the plan unexpecting of whats coming up

As we were walking i began losing my strengh my body was so heavy and so was every thing i was carrying even my cloth's,
i asked every one to sit down for a bit and at the moment i sat down i knew i had to lay back for a then i closed my eyes and the show began

intense visual's started washing all over me colorful shapes were forming up and dissolving at the same time at incredible speed

-- Not to long before this experience i had my first Changa jump

my tought at the moment was this is exactly the same , And fear joined the party of emotions that was washing me the tought this is going to last for hours and not minutes like a pull of changa was terrifiying for a moment there , needless to say it was amazing

After flying in my mind with the ship handle broken, free falling in eternity i tried to get back up to check whats goin on with my friends ,
They were all laughing having a good time every thing was chill,trying to join the conversation with them did not go well my mind was in a comepletly diffrent place , there was'nt much altering to their apperance like they have mentioned but my mind was just some where else to proccess the words i was hearing into sentences and understand them :lol:

I decided i would lay back down then the ground it had a diffrent feel to it ,
It was the most comfterable thing i had ever layed on in my life all the rocks spiking in my back
it was as if they were massaging me,
at some places where i had pain, it immediatly changed into a warm tingly feeling replacing that pain
with joy

Falling in the endless space of light maybe flying ? maybe i was still and light was washing throu me but it was coming from every where , there was'nt a source that was shining these lights on me they were shooting from all angles somtimes giving a feeling of control as if maybe i took a hard left turn and all the lights where shaping to that
maybe i was witnessing the construction of the mind space what that might be

this was so mesmerising that i had lost all the pyshical world at some point,
still a part of me was there wondering whats going on out there with my friends, and then the sound of my friends conversation began loudening ,

At this point i couldnt be sure whats real , this feeling that while in my mind , in there , some where , felt more real then the physical world and that was really easy for me to belive and to sink into , yet still i had to open my eyes here and there and check whats up ,

a few times i tried to hit some strings on the guitar it was very hard to get a beat going
at some point found myself looking at my string pushing hand holding a few strings down and looking at me with the fingernail being a sort of a face,
moving the fingers on the strings was a very strange thing to witness at that time
it seemed to me as the hand was a councious being of its own , Just all of its will is to bid my requests
this was very strange and funny

I do not know exactly how long i was lying back there every time .

standing up and starting to walk back i was drained of strengh it was a tough walk , but with every step i regained more and more till the point of re entry to the streets by there i was back to myself ,

the street suprisingly stayed quite the same :d hard to belive i landed the ship of woods in the exact same location but there they were the same ol streets :lol:

I wonder what could be on stronger doses yet it is not in my intent yet to find out :lol:

Thanks for reading
O./ :d
 
Thanks for writing this KannaRas :)

I can definitely relate to some of what you described. Sounds like you had a nice introduction into mushrooms at that dosage. Great to hear! Was the changa on the same night as the mushrooms, or was that on another night? Sorry, was hard for me to follow there.

KannaRas said:
was terrifiying for a moment there , needless to say it was amazing

:d 8)
 
tatt said:
Was the changa on the same night as the mushrooms, or was that on another night?


A very nice welcome it was :)

My changa experience was around a month or two before that, and i have yet to delve back in there since,

i can think maybe the mushrooms showing up and taking me to that realm again, has set the date on the next changa exprience closer in time a bit :d tho it is still kind of far :lol:
 
Sounds like a nice experience.

I liked the awareness of your hand as a separate entity, pretty interesting. It makes sense if some see the unity between all things on their trip the opposite could happen and the separateness to a further extent than normal within the unity could also be made visible.

thanks for sharing

btw I wrote a note on my first trip, it looked like a 3 years old had written it.
I cannot fathom trying to play guitar while in that state. 😁
 
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