First Time! (Another One, lol)

[FirstTimer]

Hey guys! Just want to give a little bit of background on me and how I ended up here, haha.

I've been curious about psychadelics, alternate realities, all that fun jazz for as long as I can remember. Around three years ago I discovered DMT and got envoloped in it, researching it, learning about it - the powers that it holds. Very odd subject for me to be so interested in because my whole life I've stayed away from any sort of substance.

I'm currently 29 years old, last year - I drank for my first time. Towards the end of that year, I smoked marijuana for the first time and can honestly say I've been smoking every single day since. Ever since I can remember I've suffered from extreme depression and I can never figure out how to get out of it. Marijuana helps me numb that, so I'm eternally grateful for that.

Fast forward to today. My wife and I just finished building our house and have been living here for around a week. Our relationship is great, my job is failing, I'm stressed out of my mind, I've got so many internal struggles, depressions hitting like a truck and I honestly don't know how much more I can take! Haha. Things are just getting pretty tough, day in and day out.

I've decided that DMT might be my answer to helping me through some rought imes. Disconnecting from my ego and taking a step down from this world, experience my surroundings for what they truly are. I want to go through that gateway and learn, more than anything.

I met up with a long time friend today who has been making DMT for 10+ years, picked up some from him today. It's a brown coloring with small crystal flakes, but more of a leaf matter than I was expecting it to be.

I plan on buying a Vape Genie down the road, but for now I thikn I will either do a sandwich with this marijuana that I have which does nothing for me, through either a GB or an actual bong. Should be a good time, my wife's down and we're going to try it out when the time feels right.

But yeah, just stopping in, saying hi - hoping for the best. Thank you guys!

 

[endlessness]

Welcome to the Nexus!

You can ask your friend how it was extracted, the chems used, that will give us a better idea on the quality of the product, instead of showing a pic. Here's a relevant thread.

DMT can certainly provide an amazing experience that can positively impact one's live if taking care of a few factors (set, setting, dosage, integration). That being said, Id just like to make sure you understand that, while psychedelic experiences can give perspective and allow for insights, Im not sure you should expect necessarily to "figure out life". You might also come out with more questions than answers, and even the perspective you get wont save you from the hard work you still have to do in daily life when you come back.

As for smoking it, put very little herb together with your DMT if you're going that way, the least possible just to catch the melting DMT, you dont want too much filler otherwise you wont feel much and will be a waste. Also, go very easy on the lighter, you want to avoid burning it. Large puffs, hold for as long as possible. Let us know how it goes!

Good luck!