Hi, i just wanted to share a couple of trip reports i wrote recently that have been sitting in a text doc on my pc. This was my first time combining these two substances, im a experienced nitrous user while this was the second occasion i had used DMT the first being about a year earlier. This experience as with the last have been while smoking changa through a glass bong, some differences i can say i noticed with combining with nitrous was a lack of flowing geometric patterns overtaking surfaces with eyes open more so replaced with beams of geometric patterns almost laser like in movement also if these so called lasers hit the center of my vision they would hurt to look at.
Overall i found the trips with nitrous to be far more intense with alot less change needing to be used. Here are a couple of experiences i had from a total of about 8 over the space of night, these two come from my final two of the night & stood out to me alot more as i was laying in my bed with my sleeping girlfriend next to me, where as the rest of my trips were in the living room with friends and felt a lot less personal & deep.
Please excuse the shortness of these two trip reports, being new to this substance i find it difficult to describe or understand exactly whats going on.
Second last trip for the night, 2 hits of changa & 3 bulbs of nitrous:
As i closed my eyes i was sucked into a world full of darkness with a band of indescribable neon colors flowing to the left of my vision then to the right it was met by another beam symmetrical in appearance, i could feel a presence of a female and a male, as the two beams bent together and overlapped forming one beam going in four directions a bright white glow came from the core that was so bright it burnt my eyes to focus on. Tears began rolling down my face as i was shown the inner beauty of the spirit world that is free and flowing, i felt love & pure calmness. I was lost for words to describe exactly what was going on but it was one of the most beautiful and awe inspiring feelings ive ever felt in my life. I was left with a great feeling of love for my self, the important people in my life & felt ever so lucky to be able to experience something as amazing as life. This trip left me shaking and crying for about five minutes once i came down it was just so touching & beautiful.
Last trip of the night, 2 hits of changa & 2 bulbs of nitrous:
this time the experience was fucking scary i stumbled from my computer chair over to my bed inhaled my last hit of nitrous and lay down waiting to see where i was going this time. i closed my eyes and all of a sudden i felt this multicolor being flowing around me with such velocity, everything was so bright & i could hear the spirit roll past my ears making a whirling sound that picked up speed and intensity. I could feel the entity getting closer and closer to me almost like it wanted to become part of me, i tried to sink deeper into my bed in fear of what was going on but no matter how hard i tried i could not fight it, next thing i know i feel a sensation of touching the entity at first all warm and fuzzy but as it immersed its self more into me that feeling was replaced with a horrible burning sensation, it burnt so much i opened my eyes to see smoke coming from my hands and i screamed out FUCK a few time in pure fear & once the nitrous wore off the spirit vanished. It was a very intence and scary experince the trip had a evil sinister feel to it & when i opened my eyes i could have sworn that the visualizations on winamp were being controlled by this entity. Tears rolled down my face again but this time due to how scary, burning & sinister the whole experiencing felt. Scary shit and even the soothing tunes of shpongle were not enough to calm me, all i can say is sinister as fuck. I was still able to end the trip with a feeling that it wasnt "bad" so to speak just difficult and scary i went to bed with a head full of questions & a smile on face.
Looking back over these two trip reports its almost like the ying & yang one so beautiful & the other so sinister, almost like the universe showing me both sides of reality. Anyways thats about all i can think of thats worth writing about this trip, i feel my words dont really portray what happen.
Overall i found the trips with nitrous to be far more intense with alot less change needing to be used. Here are a couple of experiences i had from a total of about 8 over the space of night, these two come from my final two of the night & stood out to me alot more as i was laying in my bed with my sleeping girlfriend next to me, where as the rest of my trips were in the living room with friends and felt a lot less personal & deep.
Please excuse the shortness of these two trip reports, being new to this substance i find it difficult to describe or understand exactly whats going on.
Second last trip for the night, 2 hits of changa & 3 bulbs of nitrous:
As i closed my eyes i was sucked into a world full of darkness with a band of indescribable neon colors flowing to the left of my vision then to the right it was met by another beam symmetrical in appearance, i could feel a presence of a female and a male, as the two beams bent together and overlapped forming one beam going in four directions a bright white glow came from the core that was so bright it burnt my eyes to focus on. Tears began rolling down my face as i was shown the inner beauty of the spirit world that is free and flowing, i felt love & pure calmness. I was lost for words to describe exactly what was going on but it was one of the most beautiful and awe inspiring feelings ive ever felt in my life. I was left with a great feeling of love for my self, the important people in my life & felt ever so lucky to be able to experience something as amazing as life. This trip left me shaking and crying for about five minutes once i came down it was just so touching & beautiful.
Last trip of the night, 2 hits of changa & 2 bulbs of nitrous:
this time the experience was fucking scary i stumbled from my computer chair over to my bed inhaled my last hit of nitrous and lay down waiting to see where i was going this time. i closed my eyes and all of a sudden i felt this multicolor being flowing around me with such velocity, everything was so bright & i could hear the spirit roll past my ears making a whirling sound that picked up speed and intensity. I could feel the entity getting closer and closer to me almost like it wanted to become part of me, i tried to sink deeper into my bed in fear of what was going on but no matter how hard i tried i could not fight it, next thing i know i feel a sensation of touching the entity at first all warm and fuzzy but as it immersed its self more into me that feeling was replaced with a horrible burning sensation, it burnt so much i opened my eyes to see smoke coming from my hands and i screamed out FUCK a few time in pure fear & once the nitrous wore off the spirit vanished. It was a very intence and scary experince the trip had a evil sinister feel to it & when i opened my eyes i could have sworn that the visualizations on winamp were being controlled by this entity. Tears rolled down my face again but this time due to how scary, burning & sinister the whole experiencing felt. Scary shit and even the soothing tunes of shpongle were not enough to calm me, all i can say is sinister as fuck. I was still able to end the trip with a feeling that it wasnt "bad" so to speak just difficult and scary i went to bed with a head full of questions & a smile on face.
Looking back over these two trip reports its almost like the ying & yang one so beautiful & the other so sinister, almost like the universe showing me both sides of reality. Anyways thats about all i can think of thats worth writing about this trip, i feel my words dont really portray what happen.
