Pariahkind
Rising Star
Hello fellow travelers... I received some DMT from a friend a few months back and although I was more than interested, I didn't have my partner in crime/co-shaman/preistess-in-training best friend in town for a few months and I just didn't want to do it without them. So, yesterday was the day, 11/11 - exactly 11 years after my first breakthrough with shrooms...so, 11/11 has been an anniversary of sorts ever since and I figured what better day to try it. I thought that what I had been sent was between 3 - 5 doses. Between what stuck to the bag, and what may or may not have sorta blown away, I cut up 5 piles of a yellowish DMT. I loaded up a freshly cleaned bubbler, and after a few moments of meditation, and a hug, laid back and took my first hit. I felt a little strange, and it certainly reminded me of other psychedelic lift-off, but ultimately, within about 30 seconds I realized the dose was way too low. We re-cut the remaining DMT into 2 doses and she went next. I would say she got to a level 1 experience...the only variable here other than the dose was that we switched from a butane torche to a regular bic lighter. She felt a tremendous amount of love, she described it as an understanding of all the different ways love comes and goes in our lives, the love that comes from struggle, the love from or for a parent, a pet etc. all at once, yet individually recognized... Between the first hit and the first words after, she was maybe entranced for about 4 minutes total. I went again with the remaining dose and barely felt more than a whip-it like sensation. I'm slightly disappointed, but not any less discouraged. So it goes. Gotta find some more.