GuruLingus
Rising Star
First time DMT a few years back.
I had been reading books upon books about the psychedelic experience, occults, shamanism, etc. After reading Alchemy and Mysticism by Alexander Noob, I was convinced I had made a personal breakthrough. While trying to get a grasp on the concepts that I was battling with, I mentioned the book to my bartender. Immediately he said.. you have to try this. I have some at my house.
My opportunity to try DMT feel through several times in the next week, until a full moon. When it all started to work out, I knew it was time and I knew all of my reading and prior experimentation with entheogens was necessary to put me in the right mind set. I had experimented with LSD and other substances while listening to TOOL. Since I was so comfortable with that and had already had a few metaphysical things happen to me I was convinced that that was exactly what I needed to be listening to. I instructed my friend to start the album 10,000 days when it was time.
I was instructed to take in as much as possible and to continue smoking even after I felt like I had taken enough. I sat indian style agains a wall. After 4 or 5 hits I started to see a fractal web over the carpet. It was instant confirmation that spirals were not just words in a song anymore. I felt a swell overwhelming me. It was beautifull and the opening riff to the song Vicarious was timed up with the fractal web I was seeing on the carpet. My friend threw down a blanket with bright alternating colors on it and I struggled to control the anxiety that I was feeling. The fractal web integrated to the new colors in front of me. I could barely speak but waived my hand at the blanket to get it away. As my friend took the blanket away the colors from the blanket stayed with the carpet and integrated.. By now the music was passing its intro and helping my acceptance of the drug forwards and backwards. The anxiety took hold as my heart rate slowed and timed into the music. I thought I was going to die. The moments started getting more and more lengthy as a single hear beat felt like an eternity. By now the songs lyrics were saying "the blooooood is flowing." The word blood seemed to stretch out and sounded more digital than any other time I had heard it. My body slightly moved in a spiral to the music and I felt the spiral come up and out of the back of my head. It was as if everything synced up. I started to let go and thought,"If I am dying, everything will be ok anyways" My movements, the music, the universe all happened to be going together. As the spiral seemed to break out of the back of my head I heard a pop. I was suddenly going down a tunnel like one that I had seen several times on Salvia. The walls of the tunnel were using the colors that were on the floor before. The green seemed to mean something to me but I still don't know what. Still, integrated and rotating blocks onto itself like a shipibo textile (I found Shipibo art after my experience and knew that it was relative to DMT on my own) As I came to the end of the tunnel I felt in the presence of some beings but a being that was showing me this amazing magical firework show.. the tunnel was becoming mor:!: :!: e like swirling fingers that were all over my face and vision. They touched my face whilst their fingers were the only thing I could see, purple and blue and sparkling in flashes. I couldn't distinguish where one finger ended and the next began. There were many and they were all connected. They were masters and they wanted to dazzle me. The music changed and things were still moving forward.. I opened my eyes and saw two beings now. The show was over. These were different. One being stood in the background as a haze of purple and blues that only made the shape of a person. That being was attracting me and was comforting. I felt as though it was what people call the "mother". Closer to me, there was a greyish being that was more aggressive in nature. It wanted to confront me. I licked my lips because of the DMT at the same time as it seemed to stick its tongue down my throat. I was told telepathically that I would not be a famous guitar player and that if I did not change my ways for the better, I would loose my hearing too. They started to take my hearing from one ear and I said "No" I closed my eyes, the music shifted again, and I was on a platform being taken through dark space. There was a sort of guide on the platform that made me feel like a kid. I was shown a swirl of light that seemed to have been drug up from nothing by a higher power and as it peaked, I knew I was being shown perfection. Creation. It was a metaphore to give me a higher appreciation for life. (I later saw this as an s wave in a quantum physics book. "The constants of nature")
The song by now started to settle and I came back to my friend. As we talked the album continued and acted as a third party to the room. He would say something and the song would prove it. I would think something and the song would be in the middle of the same part so I could use it as a living example for what I had learned. It was starting to go away though. The concept was fleeting. My friend said.. tell me what you get out of this.. and started speaking to me in tongues. Normally I would have laughed at him but at this time I said.. "That's the joke". He said "YES"!! I was still synced up and reading his mind. Not in the form of words, but by just being in tune and on the same page. (I later found a trip report on erowid that said a Shaman guide had described tongues as the joke to a student. That confirmation and many others helped me know that this was not just a trip. Something real had happened.
I'm convinced that the music had a direct role in helping me bring so much information back. Over the next week, month, year, several years, my trips on other things were more relative to the DMT trip. De ja Vu meant more to me. I slowly integrated more and more information from the trip. The new revelations and convictions about the trip sinking in fewer and further between as the days went by.
Anyone have any thoughts on my trip or does this confirm anything for you?
Any thoughts at all?:!: :!: :!:
I had been reading books upon books about the psychedelic experience, occults, shamanism, etc. After reading Alchemy and Mysticism by Alexander Noob, I was convinced I had made a personal breakthrough. While trying to get a grasp on the concepts that I was battling with, I mentioned the book to my bartender. Immediately he said.. you have to try this. I have some at my house.
My opportunity to try DMT feel through several times in the next week, until a full moon. When it all started to work out, I knew it was time and I knew all of my reading and prior experimentation with entheogens was necessary to put me in the right mind set. I had experimented with LSD and other substances while listening to TOOL. Since I was so comfortable with that and had already had a few metaphysical things happen to me I was convinced that that was exactly what I needed to be listening to. I instructed my friend to start the album 10,000 days when it was time.
I was instructed to take in as much as possible and to continue smoking even after I felt like I had taken enough. I sat indian style agains a wall. After 4 or 5 hits I started to see a fractal web over the carpet. It was instant confirmation that spirals were not just words in a song anymore. I felt a swell overwhelming me. It was beautifull and the opening riff to the song Vicarious was timed up with the fractal web I was seeing on the carpet. My friend threw down a blanket with bright alternating colors on it and I struggled to control the anxiety that I was feeling. The fractal web integrated to the new colors in front of me. I could barely speak but waived my hand at the blanket to get it away. As my friend took the blanket away the colors from the blanket stayed with the carpet and integrated.. By now the music was passing its intro and helping my acceptance of the drug forwards and backwards. The anxiety took hold as my heart rate slowed and timed into the music. I thought I was going to die. The moments started getting more and more lengthy as a single hear beat felt like an eternity. By now the songs lyrics were saying "the blooooood is flowing." The word blood seemed to stretch out and sounded more digital than any other time I had heard it. My body slightly moved in a spiral to the music and I felt the spiral come up and out of the back of my head. It was as if everything synced up. I started to let go and thought,"If I am dying, everything will be ok anyways" My movements, the music, the universe all happened to be going together. As the spiral seemed to break out of the back of my head I heard a pop. I was suddenly going down a tunnel like one that I had seen several times on Salvia. The walls of the tunnel were using the colors that were on the floor before. The green seemed to mean something to me but I still don't know what. Still, integrated and rotating blocks onto itself like a shipibo textile (I found Shipibo art after my experience and knew that it was relative to DMT on my own) As I came to the end of the tunnel I felt in the presence of some beings but a being that was showing me this amazing magical firework show.. the tunnel was becoming mor:!: :!: e like swirling fingers that were all over my face and vision. They touched my face whilst their fingers were the only thing I could see, purple and blue and sparkling in flashes. I couldn't distinguish where one finger ended and the next began. There were many and they were all connected. They were masters and they wanted to dazzle me. The music changed and things were still moving forward.. I opened my eyes and saw two beings now. The show was over. These were different. One being stood in the background as a haze of purple and blues that only made the shape of a person. That being was attracting me and was comforting. I felt as though it was what people call the "mother". Closer to me, there was a greyish being that was more aggressive in nature. It wanted to confront me. I licked my lips because of the DMT at the same time as it seemed to stick its tongue down my throat. I was told telepathically that I would not be a famous guitar player and that if I did not change my ways for the better, I would loose my hearing too. They started to take my hearing from one ear and I said "No" I closed my eyes, the music shifted again, and I was on a platform being taken through dark space. There was a sort of guide on the platform that made me feel like a kid. I was shown a swirl of light that seemed to have been drug up from nothing by a higher power and as it peaked, I knew I was being shown perfection. Creation. It was a metaphore to give me a higher appreciation for life. (I later saw this as an s wave in a quantum physics book. "The constants of nature")
The song by now started to settle and I came back to my friend. As we talked the album continued and acted as a third party to the room. He would say something and the song would prove it. I would think something and the song would be in the middle of the same part so I could use it as a living example for what I had learned. It was starting to go away though. The concept was fleeting. My friend said.. tell me what you get out of this.. and started speaking to me in tongues. Normally I would have laughed at him but at this time I said.. "That's the joke". He said "YES"!! I was still synced up and reading his mind. Not in the form of words, but by just being in tune and on the same page. (I later found a trip report on erowid that said a Shaman guide had described tongues as the joke to a student. That confirmation and many others helped me know that this was not just a trip. Something real had happened.
I'm convinced that the music had a direct role in helping me bring so much information back. Over the next week, month, year, several years, my trips on other things were more relative to the DMT trip. De ja Vu meant more to me. I slowly integrated more and more information from the trip. The new revelations and convictions about the trip sinking in fewer and further between as the days went by.
Anyone have any thoughts on my trip or does this confirm anything for you?
Any thoughts at all?:!: :!: :!:
