skinwalker
Rising Star
INSECTS
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there was soooooooo much that happend that night that i think it would take too long for a proper trip report. To summarize i really did a summary of many of the trip reports i have read about and almost wonder if subconsciously i made it all up based on previous read stories. I went to the insect world, i saw a bee or a wasp and it buzzed around me. It was about the same size as myself. (keep in mind with all these "hallusinations" they were more dreamlike than actually seen with my open eyes. I also saw a ant like creature alittle bigger than me, and it looked at me alittle surprised, then went back to gnawing on a wood hole it had carved. There was also a praying mantus I think but I dont remember much about it. What i got the sensation most of was that these "insects" although appearing intelligent where NOT aliens or interdimensinal beings but rather i was more given a unique perspective into their mindset and onto their level. I actually think they all had something to do with the root bark and the tree and somehow left an imprint into the dmt itself. Rather than taking me to some multiverse world i think i was being shown life and understanding from the insects perspective as they lived on the tree that my root bark had come from. One scary thing i clearly remember was that if i thought my intensions or asked them they could possibly show me what i wanted to see. So stupid me i wanted to see a spider (I HATE SPIDERS!!) well the moment i thought this no sooner was a large nasty spider looking at me, mu--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ch larger than myself tarantula in appearnace. Then like a bigger fool i asked what would it be like to BE the spider, how does it think...look, move, feel... I was then slowly transformed into the spiders form with mandables as a mouth, multiple eyes... as the transformation was occuring I was absolutely revolted and horrified at the prospect of being this spider, it was somewhat real, complicated, and absolutely foreign. I wanted NO part of it and willed myself out of this bizarre insect world.
CARNIVAL OF DREAMS
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I remember the carnival and funland theme some trippers discuss. It was very circus like, with bizzarre circuls colored rides and contraptions. My absolutely impression about this was that it was absolute bullshit, it was completely and entirely fake. This too was no real world or dimensinal realm where these carnival creatues exist, but it was more of a distraction and a entertainment tool used by whatever larger force was overseeing me while i was in my trip. It actually angered me to try to be tricked by this meaningless dreamlike waste of time. I sort of zoomed out of all of this with my astral body and took at look at what was really occuring. It seemed to look like a giant tree with roots below and people when they dream or whenever the entities controllng all of these want to put huamns in a vegatative state they make them go to this carnival entertaining place for whatever reason. It was like all these levels of consciousness and the roots represented the lowest level where this stupid insane carnival was at. I got pissed at this point and demanded, willed my way out, i felt punished emotional or spiritually for this decison, but was absolute in my determination. I then had a really weird experience.
THE CONTROLLERS
omg i just found this picture from a UFO abductee! this is what i saw
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It was like I was standing outside on a temple again in astral or OBE form and could see all of these very tall creatues in long decorated robes and tall oranate hats that were overseeing me and this process. I dont remember their faces other than their clothing looked like the Imperial Guards from star wars except with lots of jewels inlaid and a tall ornate rectangular hats. I felt these these creatures were real, that i was NOT supposed to see them observing me, and they were somehow important or of some stature. They reminded me of scientists or young gradulate students observing a test animal for some reacation. I felt they were somewhat unaware of me observing them and wouldnt be pleased if they noticed.
RELIGION
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I remember at one point feeling overwhelmed by some presence or being shown too much and for whatever reason i became very religious or perhaps i wanted to test religion on the dmt world. I said out loud that in JEsus name i want these creates (i cant remember what i was seeing or experiencing when i said this or what the creatures where) to go away and not invade me. Right as i said this it felt like the entire dmt trip suddenly stopped. All dreams/visuals ceased immediately and i felt completely disconnected from the experience or unplugged. It was just blank nothingingness. I then thought to myself if the name of Jesus has this much power here i've always been curious to see if i have a guardian angel and what he/she looks like. So i willed myself to see my guardian angel. Remember whatever i was experiencing i remember the sensation that if you ask you may get what you ask for. Suddently i got hte mental impression or the words "just open your eyes and you will see me!" i started crying for some reason at this point and was excited beyond belief to finally see an angel or whatever entity protects me. I opened my eyes to see the sun raising in the morning fog, and saw absolutely NOTHING. Somewhat dissapointed me to say the least.
ACCENTION
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I remember going back in front of the overseeing entities who were treating me like a misbehaving child and i told them i want to be able to heal people (no clue why i said this). They said OK let us check to see if you are ready. Then this black thick snake/worm like creature somehow entered my body. I could feel it swimming throughout my veins, my chest, my brain, eyes. I remember clearly my breathing become very very erratic, and i started hiccuping. Also it felt as if i had a heart murmer or it stopped for a second or skipped a beat. Very concerning to say the least. I felt the snake was reporting back to the entities regarding my memories and spirtual progress, actually for all i know it was posessing me as it did feel to be a new part of me, not necessarily welcomed by me the host. I dont remember the snake creature ever leaving me and I would have this same weird breathing, hiccups, and skipping heart beat every single time i would think about this creature inside of me (still happens now 20 hrs later!). Well the snake thing reported back to the entities that it had finished scanning. I was then told to wait a moment and that i was extremely extremely lucky to see a entitiy far greater than all of us here was coming to meet me.
At that moment i felt crushed by the weight of the presence of this new entity. I remember it coming from above, and was told it was a 24th level dimensional entity (whatever the hell that means). I got the impression that the entities i was speaking with and me myself were no where near that level. It decended from the sky(?) and it has th shape of a massive marble pillar like a greek pillar. I was absolutely crushing me in its presnce it was like a planet has decended down and its gravitational force alone was unbearable. I remember feeling humbled and exhaulted by its presence. It created a strange alien symbol which then somehow fused with me.
thats all i can remember at hte moment and i need to mow the lawn this was more than i expected to write
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there was soooooooo much that happend that night that i think it would take too long for a proper trip report. To summarize i really did a summary of many of the trip reports i have read about and almost wonder if subconsciously i made it all up based on previous read stories. I went to the insect world, i saw a bee or a wasp and it buzzed around me. It was about the same size as myself. (keep in mind with all these "hallusinations" they were more dreamlike than actually seen with my open eyes. I also saw a ant like creature alittle bigger than me, and it looked at me alittle surprised, then went back to gnawing on a wood hole it had carved. There was also a praying mantus I think but I dont remember much about it. What i got the sensation most of was that these "insects" although appearing intelligent where NOT aliens or interdimensinal beings but rather i was more given a unique perspective into their mindset and onto their level. I actually think they all had something to do with the root bark and the tree and somehow left an imprint into the dmt itself. Rather than taking me to some multiverse world i think i was being shown life and understanding from the insects perspective as they lived on the tree that my root bark had come from. One scary thing i clearly remember was that if i thought my intensions or asked them they could possibly show me what i wanted to see. So stupid me i wanted to see a spider (I HATE SPIDERS!!) well the moment i thought this no sooner was a large nasty spider looking at me, mu--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ch larger than myself tarantula in appearnace. Then like a bigger fool i asked what would it be like to BE the spider, how does it think...look, move, feel... I was then slowly transformed into the spiders form with mandables as a mouth, multiple eyes... as the transformation was occuring I was absolutely revolted and horrified at the prospect of being this spider, it was somewhat real, complicated, and absolutely foreign. I wanted NO part of it and willed myself out of this bizarre insect world.
CARNIVAL OF DREAMS
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I remember the carnival and funland theme some trippers discuss. It was very circus like, with bizzarre circuls colored rides and contraptions. My absolutely impression about this was that it was absolute bullshit, it was completely and entirely fake. This too was no real world or dimensinal realm where these carnival creatues exist, but it was more of a distraction and a entertainment tool used by whatever larger force was overseeing me while i was in my trip. It actually angered me to try to be tricked by this meaningless dreamlike waste of time. I sort of zoomed out of all of this with my astral body and took at look at what was really occuring. It seemed to look like a giant tree with roots below and people when they dream or whenever the entities controllng all of these want to put huamns in a vegatative state they make them go to this carnival entertaining place for whatever reason. It was like all these levels of consciousness and the roots represented the lowest level where this stupid insane carnival was at. I got pissed at this point and demanded, willed my way out, i felt punished emotional or spiritually for this decison, but was absolute in my determination. I then had a really weird experience.
THE CONTROLLERS
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It was like I was standing outside on a temple again in astral or OBE form and could see all of these very tall creatues in long decorated robes and tall oranate hats that were overseeing me and this process. I dont remember their faces other than their clothing looked like the Imperial Guards from star wars except with lots of jewels inlaid and a tall ornate rectangular hats. I felt these these creatures were real, that i was NOT supposed to see them observing me, and they were somehow important or of some stature. They reminded me of scientists or young gradulate students observing a test animal for some reacation. I felt they were somewhat unaware of me observing them and wouldnt be pleased if they noticed.
RELIGION
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I remember at one point feeling overwhelmed by some presence or being shown too much and for whatever reason i became very religious or perhaps i wanted to test religion on the dmt world. I said out loud that in JEsus name i want these creates (i cant remember what i was seeing or experiencing when i said this or what the creatures where) to go away and not invade me. Right as i said this it felt like the entire dmt trip suddenly stopped. All dreams/visuals ceased immediately and i felt completely disconnected from the experience or unplugged. It was just blank nothingingness. I then thought to myself if the name of Jesus has this much power here i've always been curious to see if i have a guardian angel and what he/she looks like. So i willed myself to see my guardian angel. Remember whatever i was experiencing i remember the sensation that if you ask you may get what you ask for. Suddently i got hte mental impression or the words "just open your eyes and you will see me!" i started crying for some reason at this point and was excited beyond belief to finally see an angel or whatever entity protects me. I opened my eyes to see the sun raising in the morning fog, and saw absolutely NOTHING. Somewhat dissapointed me to say the least.
ACCENTION
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I remember going back in front of the overseeing entities who were treating me like a misbehaving child and i told them i want to be able to heal people (no clue why i said this). They said OK let us check to see if you are ready. Then this black thick snake/worm like creature somehow entered my body. I could feel it swimming throughout my veins, my chest, my brain, eyes. I remember clearly my breathing become very very erratic, and i started hiccuping. Also it felt as if i had a heart murmer or it stopped for a second or skipped a beat. Very concerning to say the least. I felt the snake was reporting back to the entities regarding my memories and spirtual progress, actually for all i know it was posessing me as it did feel to be a new part of me, not necessarily welcomed by me the host. I dont remember the snake creature ever leaving me and I would have this same weird breathing, hiccups, and skipping heart beat every single time i would think about this creature inside of me (still happens now 20 hrs later!). Well the snake thing reported back to the entities that it had finished scanning. I was then told to wait a moment and that i was extremely extremely lucky to see a entitiy far greater than all of us here was coming to meet me.
At that moment i felt crushed by the weight of the presence of this new entity. I remember it coming from above, and was told it was a 24th level dimensional entity (whatever the hell that means). I got the impression that the entities i was speaking with and me myself were no where near that level. It decended from the sky(?) and it has th shape of a massive marble pillar like a greek pillar. I was absolutely crushing me in its presnce it was like a planet has decended down and its gravitational force alone was unbearable. I remember feeling humbled and exhaulted by its presence. It created a strange alien symbol which then somehow fused with me.
thats all i can remember at hte moment and i need to mow the lawn this was more than i expected to write
