Jumiem
Rising Star
I went into this knowing that I was going to be both satisfying a 12 year old curiosity and confronting a deep seeded fear of the trip left in me by a the mushrooms.
On my first try I tease the spice and find myself with just my feet in. Its enough to make me extremely nervous and I was pacing back and forth in my room while putting my hands on the back of my head and trying to get a yawn out.
The next time is pretty much the same but now I'm seeing "light bouncing around in a pool" effect.
Next day I go outside and sit down on the patio in the nice warm afternoon sun and it was pretty good I manage to sit still the whole time but I don't really get anywhere. Outside is the way to go and I repeat this again the next day.
I decide I might be more comfortable laying down so I put a sleeping bag and a memory foam pillow (thanks Nasa) down on my patio and go further then before.
I'm getting comfortable with tryptamines like I used to be when young and invincible so I dare to do this thing at night.
I lay down on my patio bed staring up at the stars and right away see a shooting star and a long trail off of it and I take this as an omen and I rip it. It was amazing I felt a rushing energy through my whole body I felt pretty good and was starting to see some pretty solid patterning.
Next night I lay down on my sleeping bag and breathe for a second and then I see a Snowy Owl flying, and no joke its flying in the same direction that the shooting star was. I take this as a strong omen to take my hit but I sit up and make sure I have all the oxygen I need. It was good, stronger.
Now is a good time to mention that I used 69rons lemonine tek and since this stuff wont dry up I had just loaded it all into my pipe so that with each try the material got easier to get a good hit.
So now its tonight (the 4th) It looks like I got one hit left and I'm not even sure its that and I lay down I'm nervous (every time before I do it my heart is racing) I go ahead and rip it like I got to get every last bit.
Oh my god. I got sine wave in my right ear. Entire visual field is full of the stuff and I'm scared shitless but I know its going to end soon so i'm going with it. At first I didn't feel my body at all but then I moved and that caused a chain reaction of physical awareness that threatened my fragile mind like a volcano. My joints start popping allot. I sit up, I lay back down, I sit up, I lay back down, I fuss with my arms and hands. Repeat-repeat. I tell myself "I'm not ready" and I decide that this is the end of this experimenting. I think to myself "I'm not ready" I'm scolding myself. But then (2 minutes later?) I'm feeling fantastic that I lived through it. I lay there for maybe 5 minutes waiting for the bulk of the stuff to clear out of my vision. I'm pretty much out of it when a freaking bat awkwardly gets up in my zone and gives my heart an adrenaline jolt and that gets me in the door pretty quick.
So that's my last week in adventure. And even though while in the middle of a threshold dose I told myself that I wasn't going to get more MHRB on my B-Day I am going to anyway :twisted:
On my first try I tease the spice and find myself with just my feet in. Its enough to make me extremely nervous and I was pacing back and forth in my room while putting my hands on the back of my head and trying to get a yawn out.
The next time is pretty much the same but now I'm seeing "light bouncing around in a pool" effect.
Next day I go outside and sit down on the patio in the nice warm afternoon sun and it was pretty good I manage to sit still the whole time but I don't really get anywhere. Outside is the way to go and I repeat this again the next day.
I decide I might be more comfortable laying down so I put a sleeping bag and a memory foam pillow (thanks Nasa) down on my patio and go further then before.
I'm getting comfortable with tryptamines like I used to be when young and invincible so I dare to do this thing at night.
I lay down on my patio bed staring up at the stars and right away see a shooting star and a long trail off of it and I take this as an omen and I rip it. It was amazing I felt a rushing energy through my whole body I felt pretty good and was starting to see some pretty solid patterning.
Next night I lay down on my sleeping bag and breathe for a second and then I see a Snowy Owl flying, and no joke its flying in the same direction that the shooting star was. I take this as a strong omen to take my hit but I sit up and make sure I have all the oxygen I need. It was good, stronger.
Now is a good time to mention that I used 69rons lemonine tek and since this stuff wont dry up I had just loaded it all into my pipe so that with each try the material got easier to get a good hit.
So now its tonight (the 4th) It looks like I got one hit left and I'm not even sure its that and I lay down I'm nervous (every time before I do it my heart is racing) I go ahead and rip it like I got to get every last bit.
Oh my god. I got sine wave in my right ear. Entire visual field is full of the stuff and I'm scared shitless but I know its going to end soon so i'm going with it. At first I didn't feel my body at all but then I moved and that caused a chain reaction of physical awareness that threatened my fragile mind like a volcano. My joints start popping allot. I sit up, I lay back down, I sit up, I lay back down, I fuss with my arms and hands. Repeat-repeat. I tell myself "I'm not ready" and I decide that this is the end of this experimenting. I think to myself "I'm not ready" I'm scolding myself. But then (2 minutes later?) I'm feeling fantastic that I lived through it. I lay there for maybe 5 minutes waiting for the bulk of the stuff to clear out of my vision. I'm pretty much out of it when a freaking bat awkwardly gets up in my zone and gives my heart an adrenaline jolt and that gets me in the door pretty quick.
So that's my last week in adventure. And even though while in the middle of a threshold dose I told myself that I wasn't going to get more MHRB on my B-Day I am going to anyway :twisted:
