First time

[sigmundfreuid]

This Happened many years ago to SWIM.



SWIM just had finished drinking the magic brew ,this was at night .He was alone without a sitter and didnt know what to expect.

So Swim waited as long as possible to puke, not knowing that it would be a bad idea.Feeling so sick, SWIM puked!

He felt so good... At this point he went outside and was standing and looking at the trees and he started seeing them ,

the people from the other side. He had seen them before but they never had interacted physically with him yet.

As he started to see them , they told him to sit down, not by speech but kind of telepathically, but he didnt feel like it , so about 20 seconds later ,

they all surrounded him and pushed on his legs so he would sit on the chair ,then they left.He was a little scared of what just had happened but it wasn't that bad.

They looked kind of like jedi's with a black robe but all you could really see was there outline .At no point did he feel threatened by them.

From this point he remembers going back home and then everything went sour.He doesnt remember why this happened but it all became a bad trip for him.

At this point he was scared shitless , because he had many negative thoughs that were really destroying the whole vibe .

As he went to the toilet to take a leak , Swim saw this futuristic Clown dressed as a Harlequin and he was smilling at him with his

big razor sharp pointy teeth and his powder white face ,the clown was scary as shit but had a beautiful costume .

it looked like this

but instead of it being red and black, it was black and white .

After this, Swim went back to his room ;where he started to hear this strange sound.It was a drilling sound , like if someone was drilling under SWIM's house

he really started to feel paranoid at this point .So he put on some music, so he would not hear the drilling and then, things slowly calmed down .He started feeling better

psychologically ,but Swim decided he would take a long break from this Realm ,even though it was still an extremely beautiful experience at the beginning ,

Swim wants to wait till he will be ready.




To everyone who considers going on a trip, start with a low dose !

Beware of the potential of these sacred plants, they can really turn your life upside down.

And have a sitter for your first time if you can , it helps alot not to be alone.

I think the biggest reason SWIM bad tripped is because he was alone.

 

[elbowcups]

How much did SWIY take? I think it's generally best to stay in one place if you can when undertaking a trip. How did SWIY prepare himself before drinking the brew? I find it's usually good to try and get into a kind of meditative state before drinking, so that I have a centered my mind and feel mentally prepared. Candles can be a good idea. I also find it's best not to move about during the trip - the one time I was sick after drinking a brew, I was in a living room with a friend (who had also drank the brew), but we had bowls at the ready to vomit into. Not a pretty sight, but the feeling after was fantastic. A sitter can definitely help. Still, sounds like an interesting trip you had...

 

[soulfood]

That's a lot of Jurema! That much would probably have been active without the caapi.

If I was using that combo I'd probably use no more than 7g's Jurema. That said though, I wouldn't use MHRB but use chali or chacruna in its place.

Personally I prefer being alone for higher doses. That way there are less variables to deal with. As long as you trust your surroundings.

 

[sigmundfreuid]

That's a lot of Jurema! That much would probably have been active without the caapi.

If I was using that combo I'd probably use no more than 7g's Jurema. That said though, I wouldn't use MHRB but use chali or chacruna in its place.

Personally I prefer being alone for higher doses. That way there are less variables to deal with. As long as you trust your surroundings.

Whats the difference between chali , chacruna and Jurema ?

 

[soulfood]

Jurema's the most DMT potent by weight and contains other interesting alkaloids and is meant to be the most toxic feeling of the 3.

Chacruna is meant to be the weakest, though you can get stronger strains and it's meant to be the cleanest in terms of effects.

Chaliponga is said to be more potent than chacruna and some strains of chaliponga also carry 5meoDMT so it can provide a psychologically intense, although less colourful experience.

 

[sigmundfreuid]

thanks for the info will do a little more research on Chacruna .