Philocypher
Rising Star
Where to start..... oh yes! - the beginning.
I only learnt of DMT a few years ago, and it is one of the experiences I would trade alot for. My experience with psychedelics includes lots of cannabis in my teens, along with a few mushroom and LSD experiences. In my 20's I was a free party DJ and did E, MDMA, Coke, Speed and mushrooms, but through my 20's I became a father and quietened down on most 'drugs' apart from cannabis and a beer/wine here and there. I have never really gone heavy on any drug, even though cannabis is something I smoke frequently.
A few years ago (Maybe my mid-20s) I began to get a lot of infomation in my life about many of the ills of western society... and the mushrooms called my name again... I spent a few months during the winter of 2010 taking mushrooms regularly - almost exclusively on my own, and had a some large visions of which I am still processing. Last year I took only mild doses of P. semilanceata, harvested (dried/baked and powdered) some A. muscaria (which I am still to take) and set an intention to experience DMT.
I was lucky enough to receive some M. hostilis seeds, and thought "Ahh, this is how I get my DMT experience - by growing it!" but I haven't managed to germinate them (as a professional formal gardener I am very dissapointed at myself!), so now my enquiries have brought me to some of the basic extraction teks that are mentioned on this and other sites.
There is a freind of mine who works in a head shop who can probably source some good quality ingredients for both Ayahuasca brews and maybe xtal extraction, she is also going to send me some Salvia divinorum 'samples' from the shop very soon, which I am looking forward to immensely.
I would consider myself experienced enough to trip sit someone on mushrooms or LSD, but not Ayahuasca, DMT crystals or Salvia divinorum as I've not tried these things personally, but I hope to educate myself (by experience) to be a supportive member of my community (both near and far) and begin work on sorting my life out...
I am seemingly restricted in sustaining myself enough to get my own place and find work that is satisfying and pays enough for me not to have to worry about if the next bill can be paid or whether I can eat today or not...This issue is causing me much depression in my life, and after years and years of trying to 'sort my life out' I've still not gotten very far. I've been round the sun 34 times, and I hope that with guidance and support that substances like Ayahuasca, DMT, Salvia can offer, that I will breakthough to a way of being that is harmonious and abundant.
So... my DMT experience gets closer as I put more effort into it. I am thinking of getting some Ayahuasca ingredients and giving full reverence to the process of making the brew (well, as much as a westerner who bought the ingredients can!). I also intend to source some quality ingredients to extract crystals, but my issues with money may make this a long procurement process! But one has to start somewhere!
I have read extraction teks extensively and have countless books on my shelves from McKenna to Don Juan, Jung, Psychedelics (and tons of other subjects) but I know there will be lots more reading to do on and off this site.
I hope to see some of you around, and I hope - one day soon - that I can post my home produced Ayahuasca & DMT experiences.
(",)
I only learnt of DMT a few years ago, and it is one of the experiences I would trade alot for. My experience with psychedelics includes lots of cannabis in my teens, along with a few mushroom and LSD experiences. In my 20's I was a free party DJ and did E, MDMA, Coke, Speed and mushrooms, but through my 20's I became a father and quietened down on most 'drugs' apart from cannabis and a beer/wine here and there. I have never really gone heavy on any drug, even though cannabis is something I smoke frequently.
A few years ago (Maybe my mid-20s) I began to get a lot of infomation in my life about many of the ills of western society... and the mushrooms called my name again... I spent a few months during the winter of 2010 taking mushrooms regularly - almost exclusively on my own, and had a some large visions of which I am still processing. Last year I took only mild doses of P. semilanceata, harvested (dried/baked and powdered) some A. muscaria (which I am still to take) and set an intention to experience DMT.
I was lucky enough to receive some M. hostilis seeds, and thought "Ahh, this is how I get my DMT experience - by growing it!" but I haven't managed to germinate them (as a professional formal gardener I am very dissapointed at myself!), so now my enquiries have brought me to some of the basic extraction teks that are mentioned on this and other sites.
There is a freind of mine who works in a head shop who can probably source some good quality ingredients for both Ayahuasca brews and maybe xtal extraction, she is also going to send me some Salvia divinorum 'samples' from the shop very soon, which I am looking forward to immensely.
I would consider myself experienced enough to trip sit someone on mushrooms or LSD, but not Ayahuasca, DMT crystals or Salvia divinorum as I've not tried these things personally, but I hope to educate myself (by experience) to be a supportive member of my community (both near and far) and begin work on sorting my life out...
I am seemingly restricted in sustaining myself enough to get my own place and find work that is satisfying and pays enough for me not to have to worry about if the next bill can be paid or whether I can eat today or not...This issue is causing me much depression in my life, and after years and years of trying to 'sort my life out' I've still not gotten very far. I've been round the sun 34 times, and I hope that with guidance and support that substances like Ayahuasca, DMT, Salvia can offer, that I will breakthough to a way of being that is harmonious and abundant.
So... my DMT experience gets closer as I put more effort into it. I am thinking of getting some Ayahuasca ingredients and giving full reverence to the process of making the brew (well, as much as a westerner who bought the ingredients can!). I also intend to source some quality ingredients to extract crystals, but my issues with money may make this a long procurement process! But one has to start somewhere!
I have read extraction teks extensively and have countless books on my shelves from McKenna to Don Juan, Jung, Psychedelics (and tons of other subjects) but I know there will be lots more reading to do on and off this site.
I hope to see some of you around, and I hope - one day soon - that I can post my home produced Ayahuasca & DMT experiences.
(",)
