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In every trip I've ever had I have always had this almost ego-trip; I am the ultimate being. It is not that I am god and I made all of you, and everything else, it is that I made myself and that myself is everything else.

I have never hallucinated crazy animals, I have never had a euphoric trip or a 'good' trip. Everytime I have ever taken any type of entheogen or hallucinogen I have explored the possibility that I am the creator, and that I am responsible.

It is hard to fathom what I truly mean by this, but you may all get the slight jist. My trip on salvia was that I created a box, which all reality was contained in, and my braind was just 'watching a movie' - i.e. everything of freewill and such is an illusion. I don't know if I believe this - I don't want to. Spiritually it seems wrong, but my intelligent thought tells me it is correct.

DMT trips are much more intense, containing myself in the form of shamans, explaining to me ideas I cannot and wishnot to take back to reality (and haven't). They give me the choice every time I visit myself that I may forget everything I have learned before I come down, and everytime I choose to forget. Out of fear.

Lately I have been diving, rather crashing my way into the DMT realm. Overcoming all fear, confident reigning supreme. Whether it is reckless, or simply the correct way to arrive I am not sure of.

Why does talking of DMT make everyone sound ridiculous?
 
A nice conservative approach seems sensible to me. Believe in nothing, question it all, and why follow anything or anybody when you have the gift of your own brain and conciseness? Cut your own path to discovery, why follow the old trails? They lead to the same old places I am sick of the old stories. I am looking at the future and its always new with each passing moment.

Welcome to the Nexus


Peace
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Thanks Magik.
I hope to share experiences, gain from experiences, and maybe learn a bit of chemistry while I am here. I won't be attempting to dive into some beakers for a while however.

I was reading about this "Jungle Spice" which seems to be a red crystal. This red I would assume is from the coloring of the bark? I didn't read the lasts posts - but I will. BAsically smoking this jungle spice along with the more oily NN-dmt, you are getting closer to inhaling ayahuascas true effects. People forget that the MAOI's have very little effect on the overall experience (however that depends on how much you take of course!).

But yes, glad to have found this place!
 
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