Perceptual Reality
Rising Star
Hello fellow nexians! 
I've been dabbling with dimitri for a couple of months now, extracting and dosing when comfortable. I find extracting the spice is as enlightening and calming as actually smoking the spice itself. Anyway, I smoked an "eyeballed" dose of the spice my first time(which i regret due to pre-flight anxiety that i am still learning to deal with). I didn't have the proper dosing instrument at the time, which was pretty foolish of me, but i was just so very anxious and excited that i figured it didn't matter. Boy, was i wrong! If i had to speculate, I'd say i eyeballed 50-80 mgs!(compared to what 40 mgs looks like now that i have the proper measuring tool) I felt as if a carnival of higher dimensional aliens where trampling my consciousness! Not pleasant, but not unpleasant, if that makes any sense. After this experience i learned to properly dose, and not eyeball my doses. I tried freebase 3 more times after this experience with little intensity. I'm pretty sure my smoking method and preparation at the time wasn't very good. So I decided to make some changa using some b. caapi i had ordered online. I had read experiences, and was assured that it would be less overwhelming, and if i wanted too i can easily stop smoking. My first changa(joint 30-40mgs spice) experience was amazing! I felt the love and vibration of the external and internal universe all around me! Visually, I saw my reality liquidize and transform in such a way that what seemed to be different familiar realms collapsed into each other and balanced themselves within my vision, and consciousness. Truly an amazing experience! I decided i was ready for a stronger dose of changa and i decided to use 40-50 mgs this time. As I layed on my friends deck, gazing at the stares and smoking this changa joint, i felt myself transforming into the universe.....MY universe! The feelings and intensities of this experience were unlike the ones before. Still, i felt like i didn't go deep enough. So i ordered 10x b. caapi and infused 250 mgs of it with only 30mgs spice......HOLY SHIT...BREAKTHROUGH! I smoked this out of a regualar bong this time, and wow was it remarkable. I closed my eyes after smoking and saw elongated square shaped portals forming in unison with my third eye(atleast thats what it seemed to be!). Once i was projected through this portal i began seeing and feeling amazing colors, vibrations, and emotions! I saw winged energy based entities soar passed me left and right, and when i finally focused, I was in a room with this beautiful futuristic fractal machinery that was ever changing! After a couple of intense moments I noticed what seemed like a male entity controlling these machines, like a doctor on a computer. He would glance over in my direction, then focus on his work, he would then again glance back at me as if to make sure i was doing fine. At this moment the question dawned on me......"Is this entity me? Have I or am I going to be this entity?" And out of nowhere i felt this intuitive voice say "YES!" After a couple more intense moments which are quite hard to remember, I was back. I immediately started describing my experience to my girlfriend and her sister which were present at the time. As much as I didn't want to even speak, I knew i had to or it would be very difficult to remember. I want to describe my feelings, my emotions, and my visuals, but i feel as if whatever i say or describe will only be a fraction of what actually took place. After having an hour long conversation with these 2 girls, I decided to meditate, and to my surprise the fractal door reopened! Although I wasnt quite projected into it this time, It was definitely there, and was clearly visible. My purpose for righting this is to share my first true "hyperspace" "breakthrough" experience, and so I can remember in the future. I know i have future experiences ahead of me, and I'm ready!
I've been dabbling with dimitri for a couple of months now, extracting and dosing when comfortable. I find extracting the spice is as enlightening and calming as actually smoking the spice itself. Anyway, I smoked an "eyeballed" dose of the spice my first time(which i regret due to pre-flight anxiety that i am still learning to deal with). I didn't have the proper dosing instrument at the time, which was pretty foolish of me, but i was just so very anxious and excited that i figured it didn't matter. Boy, was i wrong! If i had to speculate, I'd say i eyeballed 50-80 mgs!(compared to what 40 mgs looks like now that i have the proper measuring tool) I felt as if a carnival of higher dimensional aliens where trampling my consciousness! Not pleasant, but not unpleasant, if that makes any sense. After this experience i learned to properly dose, and not eyeball my doses. I tried freebase 3 more times after this experience with little intensity. I'm pretty sure my smoking method and preparation at the time wasn't very good. So I decided to make some changa using some b. caapi i had ordered online. I had read experiences, and was assured that it would be less overwhelming, and if i wanted too i can easily stop smoking. My first changa(joint 30-40mgs spice) experience was amazing! I felt the love and vibration of the external and internal universe all around me! Visually, I saw my reality liquidize and transform in such a way that what seemed to be different familiar realms collapsed into each other and balanced themselves within my vision, and consciousness. Truly an amazing experience! I decided i was ready for a stronger dose of changa and i decided to use 40-50 mgs this time. As I layed on my friends deck, gazing at the stares and smoking this changa joint, i felt myself transforming into the universe.....MY universe! The feelings and intensities of this experience were unlike the ones before. Still, i felt like i didn't go deep enough. So i ordered 10x b. caapi and infused 250 mgs of it with only 30mgs spice......HOLY SHIT...BREAKTHROUGH! I smoked this out of a regualar bong this time, and wow was it remarkable. I closed my eyes after smoking and saw elongated square shaped portals forming in unison with my third eye(atleast thats what it seemed to be!). Once i was projected through this portal i began seeing and feeling amazing colors, vibrations, and emotions! I saw winged energy based entities soar passed me left and right, and when i finally focused, I was in a room with this beautiful futuristic fractal machinery that was ever changing! After a couple of intense moments I noticed what seemed like a male entity controlling these machines, like a doctor on a computer. He would glance over in my direction, then focus on his work, he would then again glance back at me as if to make sure i was doing fine. At this moment the question dawned on me......"Is this entity me? Have I or am I going to be this entity?" And out of nowhere i felt this intuitive voice say "YES!" After a couple more intense moments which are quite hard to remember, I was back. I immediately started describing my experience to my girlfriend and her sister which were present at the time. As much as I didn't want to even speak, I knew i had to or it would be very difficult to remember. I want to describe my feelings, my emotions, and my visuals, but i feel as if whatever i say or describe will only be a fraction of what actually took place. After having an hour long conversation with these 2 girls, I decided to meditate, and to my surprise the fractal door reopened! Although I wasnt quite projected into it this time, It was definitely there, and was clearly visible. My purpose for righting this is to share my first true "hyperspace" "breakthrough" experience, and so I can remember in the future. I know i have future experiences ahead of me, and I'm ready!