epiphany_awakening
Pablo
Hey people, this is my explanation as to how I got to this point in my life and how I mean to move forward from here.
I moved to bonny scotland about a year and a half ago through no will of my own as my dear mother, who saw my cannabis use as extremely damaging to my health and my persona, sent me over to live with my somewhat arty father and stepmother. To be frankly honest I was at a stage in my life where I was going down a road that was not good for me, my family or my friends. :twisted: I was a lost teenager...
So the months went by and the joints didn't seem to stop nor did my mood swings or my increasing inability to be able to relate to many people until one day i watched a video that sparked my curiosity concerning psychadelic sacraments. After that day, I almost confirmed to myself that I would try LSD as this is the most common conventional psychedelic I knew at the time. The months went by until I managed to find someone to purchase some from. One fateful friday, 3 friends and one single sugar cube (my friends didn't partake in the experience although they are on the verge of their first trip). I eat the sugarcube with a warm bubbly glow inside that although, of course, nothing happened immediately seemed to intensify with the chomping of my jaws on the sugar cube which slowly but surely was consumed.
I began to notice the effects of the acid about an hour/hour and a half after consumption and the first thing I noticed was that there was no pink elephants, no massive kit-kat bars but me and the forces of the universe as one. I felt a great surge of energy in me as I saw true beauty and a side to me and the world I had never seen before! This was beautiful, this was pure, that was ACID!
After my first LSD trip I have stopped using cannabis so regularly (as Terence Mckenna said, once a week for maximum effect) and I have become a better person and I'm more at peace with myself. Not to mention the understanding of natural beauty that my hallucinations gave me plus of course the abundant ideas for my music, poetry and art.
I began to change as a person i began to spiritually develop myself and after taking cid for the first time I repeated the experience another 4 times each with equally satisfactory effects. After cid i proceeded to eat hawaian baby woodrose seeds (LSA) a couple of times without decent results and during the mushroom season I delve into the art of picking good old Scottish Psilocybe Semilanceata with very very good results particulary on the creative side.
:!: :!:
I am writing this on the verge of my first experience with DMT as the smoking of DMT being another step in my Spiritual Development and my will to expand my consciousness. Psychedelics have granted me, I like to say, a rebirth, granting me the opportuniy to live a more deep, meaningful existence and I see DMT as the next step in my journey.
Peace
I moved to bonny scotland about a year and a half ago through no will of my own as my dear mother, who saw my cannabis use as extremely damaging to my health and my persona, sent me over to live with my somewhat arty father and stepmother. To be frankly honest I was at a stage in my life where I was going down a road that was not good for me, my family or my friends. :twisted: I was a lost teenager...
So the months went by and the joints didn't seem to stop nor did my mood swings or my increasing inability to be able to relate to many people until one day i watched a video that sparked my curiosity concerning psychadelic sacraments. After that day, I almost confirmed to myself that I would try LSD as this is the most common conventional psychedelic I knew at the time. The months went by until I managed to find someone to purchase some from. One fateful friday, 3 friends and one single sugar cube (my friends didn't partake in the experience although they are on the verge of their first trip). I eat the sugarcube with a warm bubbly glow inside that although, of course, nothing happened immediately seemed to intensify with the chomping of my jaws on the sugar cube which slowly but surely was consumed.
I began to notice the effects of the acid about an hour/hour and a half after consumption and the first thing I noticed was that there was no pink elephants, no massive kit-kat bars but me and the forces of the universe as one. I felt a great surge of energy in me as I saw true beauty and a side to me and the world I had never seen before! This was beautiful, this was pure, that was ACID!
After my first LSD trip I have stopped using cannabis so regularly (as Terence Mckenna said, once a week for maximum effect) and I have become a better person and I'm more at peace with myself. Not to mention the understanding of natural beauty that my hallucinations gave me plus of course the abundant ideas for my music, poetry and art.
I began to change as a person i began to spiritually develop myself and after taking cid for the first time I repeated the experience another 4 times each with equally satisfactory effects. After cid i proceeded to eat hawaian baby woodrose seeds (LSA) a couple of times without decent results and during the mushroom season I delve into the art of picking good old Scottish Psilocybe Semilanceata with very very good results particulary on the creative side.
:!: :!:
I am writing this on the verge of my first experience with DMT as the smoking of DMT being another step in my Spiritual Development and my will to expand my consciousness. Psychedelics have granted me, I like to say, a rebirth, granting me the opportuniy to live a more deep, meaningful existence and I see DMT as the next step in my journey.
Peace
