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From One Psychedelic Psychonaut to the Others

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A. Hofmann

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Hello, all!

I must admit, I decided to join this forum on a whim, but now that I'm here it looks like a blast. I am a burgeoning psychonaut with an unfortunate confession: I've never experienced dimethyltryptomine. Of course, by the time this month is out, that will no longer be true. My experience is drawn from the world of psilocin and lysergic acid, both of which I am sorely enamoured of. DMT has been on my list since I was practically a kid, however, and my interest in it predates my newfound fascination with LSD. I'm an avid psychedelic autodidact, and my research continues daily. These strange, chemically similar alkaloids we call psychedelics are perhaps the most fascinating occurrences in the universe. We can't seem to figure them out, can we? It's positively delightful.

My first trip into my own opened mind was induced by, judging by the effects, roughly 150μg LSD. I can't be sure, however, obviously. This experience has since changed my life, and the revelations it brought on were some of the most valuable I have ever had. I had not experienced the mind-manifesting power of psilocin until just over a week ago. This event has changed me further, perhaps more fundamentally. I took an inadvisably high dose of some powerful mushrooms my first time, 5g, and discovered that I take psychedelics quite well. Being a very introverted, reflective person myself, I have never found the extreme shifts in perceivable reality unsettling (this, of course, got me thinking about DMT). A friend of mine, who ingested an equal dose of the same batch with me, did not make it out so well. Fortunately, he had two more people with him, as well as me, who turned out to be his saviour, as I was talking him down from his 'freak-out' in the midst of an equally powerful trip. I experienced complete ego-nullification: I was (am) everyone and everyone was (is) me, and we were (are) all the Universe. Furthermore, this transcendent experience has carried over into my daily life, my attitudes, my behaviour, and my worldview. I am far more mellow than once I was; more willing to accept the World as she comes; and far abler to feel my own existence as a part of this world, rather than as a subject in an objectified cosmos. This experience merely continued my transformation induced by LSD, which allowed my mind to accept that I am an ape, a part of the natural world, and not different from it.

I am, and was prior to my first use of psychedelics, an anarchist. Psychedelics have only served to further unhinge my mind with regard to politics and human affairs. I have also become very interested in psychedelic art, both its creation and appreciation. These two effects are due more to my own response to psychedelics after taking them, rather than some mystico-religious experience I had while 'tripping'. I look forward to joining you, particularly when I have boarded the ship that is DMT into my own psyche. I have done quite a lot of research myself, but feel free to let me know what to expect, personal experiences, &c. Thanks, all!
 
Welcome! I enjoyed your introduction. This is an amazing and beautiful place, and it will give you all the tools you need to have the most intense experience of your life.

I look forward to hearing about your first experiences with DMT. Do you have any desire to experiment with harmalas as well? You may want to do some research on Changa, as it provides the best way to slowly dip your feet into hyperspace IMHO. However, there are many drugs that react dangerously when combined with harmalas, so please do plenty of research!

Good luck with everything that happens in the next month. Any questions that come up can be solved with the aid of the search function at the top of the page.

Peace and Happy Journeys :)
 
Thanks for the welcome. Regarding MAOI's, no I don't have much desire to use them. I have the ability to dive right in, as it were, and that is what I intend to do. My guide is a trusted fellow, and has considerable experience in the world beyond LSD and psilocin. I have never found a psychedelic experience even remotely disturbing or beyond my ability to handle, but then again, dimethyltryptamine is said to be another realm entirely. In either case, I have resources and expertise enough that I'm not concerned. Maybe I'm just arrogant or ignorant?
 
Welcome!

A. Hofmann said:
I have never found a psychedelic experience even remotely disturbing or beyond my ability to handle, but then again, dimethyltryptamine is said to be another realm entirely.

That's what I said, too, before DMT. My first trip kicked my ego's ass. But if you're at all like me, you will embrace the difficult trips and learn from them. I am happy I went back even after my first scary experience, because it is like you say: a different realm, a beautiful and mesmerizing place.
 
Yes, pierrot, that's what I expect will happen. Got my VG, got my set and setting planned, and now it's just a game of waiting. I think I would welcome a difficult trip, as I've yet to have a bad experience with psychedelics: I tolerate them very well. But we'll see. Either way, I'm ready to take away what I can from Dimethyltryptamine.
 
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