Wow, what an experience. It just shows how powerful and life changing a well orchestrated ceremony is.

I recognized a lot of myself in your writing, especially stuff with family. When family issues came up in ceremony once,

it was a complete surprise. Still working with it, really. And yes, generational trauma is real.

Honestly, your insight about death sounds like a superpower, if one can fully integrate it.

All the best on your journey

Me too, my fellow human. I plan to move there later in life if God allows.

I'm a bit sick of western lifestyle at this point. Would rather herd sheep in the Andes or do a dieta instead of

work anxiety, bills and all the good stuff.

Peace.