gerneral bad/evil trips

[limon]

I've tried spice about a handful or so of times. the first couple inside and two experiences outdoors with a combination of NO@ which definitely help escalate my experience the first time turning off completely and reaching the point before breakthrough(which I have never experienced). the second returning from a whimsical geometrically alive autumn color world alive also and moving returning to a group of friends with the most euphoric state of happiness and openness to all my friends and the world.

Never having tried it again I am curious about the my first two experiences in my bedroom laying back in bed, generally and most simply put EVIL. First

time ever was purely creeping the room turning dark my cat running down the side of my bed making a right angle turn at the foot of the bed then jumping off hitting the floor with a thud and meow all in sense organized programed sens in tuned to my experience.
then struggling to relax went through a creepy flash back of in my eyes in a blur of clowns and and a knife and just creepy type sense, until reaching a state of tranquility and peace at the end(1)

the second time ever every thing in my room was alive and fucking with me everything evil or scary and in the most simple sense with out the outright feeling of being scared but completely aware as if i was completely conscious watching it all occur around me and bearded top hat man in fire looking over the top right of me as if a demon uncle sam a four legged dinosaur creature with a head ( which i saw painted on a wall this summer at bonaroo). basically every object in my room was alive and i felt its presence but with no love at all(possibly my own demise)

I was hit in the eye by something on the table next to me (literally) the whole it was if stuck... looking out all evil.(2) I am just in search of any other related cases the could relate to (1)(2). in relation to evil bad trips this sort of experience and possible ways to avoid/overcome/ give in to the trip and self which i find hard to all ways running into barriers in mind unable to.. let go type deal. just in search of answers questions help advice

thanks

 

[Ayawasqero]

Hold on.

 

[soulman]

This can just happpen with it sometimes brotherman. Its just the unpredicable nature of the substance.
My mamma used to say DMT is like a box of chocolates...you never know gonna get!! : )

I think the key is to just let go...everyone will tell you the same thing.
The difficulty arises when the trip experiences a resistnce.
Although its counter intuitive, try smiling. Its suprising how m uch this can change the feel of the trip.

I also find it very interesting that your cat freaked out.
I have read many accounts of peoples pets goin loopy when their owners smoke dmt. Its strange.
I wonder what its all about...they seem to be connected to us on a level we dont know about!!

 

[WSaged]

limon, how about breaking that big block of text into something that we can read without having to work at it...

Posts with the giant-block-of-text writing style usually get skipped over & not actually read through, because the reader has to try & figure out where the sentences begin & end in your stream of consciousness.


This isn't a text message, or a twitter!:?
So please use the little edit button in the upper right-hand side of the above post, to edit some sentence structure into it (periods at the end of sentences/Paragraphs breaking up ideas/etc...), so other people can read it without having to work so hard.


Thanks!
WS

 

[۩]

tampa, eh?

love+welcome

 

[jacetea]

I was hit in the eye by something on the table next to me (literally) the whole it was if stuck

...Eh?

SWIM had a 50/50 trip for his second dose. He was OK for the first part and mostly smiled but then thinking about his body created some weird sync issues. Trying to breathe when his body was already breathing caused weird effects! Letting go is something he needs to work on before trying the spice again. It will call him when he's ready.