Well this guy and his GF have been trying larger and larger doses of spice..He has been talking her through them and she was comfortable enough to do about 20 mg last nite (they have a pretty decent MG scale)..So she gets a HUGE toke,,smoke pouring out her nose and shit.(she actually thinks there was more like 30mg due to spice rezzing up in the stem from her BFs little excursions) Anyhow- she kind of coughs a lot of it out, but she knew she was good cause she just kinda made a noise and put her head down and closed her eyes lol..Her BF was like "well, shes in for it this time"
So he waits about 10 min and she finally gets up and she sayz "OMG, what WAS that??" And she proceded to tell her BF she "started flying, and thousands of hands were guiding her along a tunnel" she then "thought she met someone" after the "world dissolved into squares" Her body kept dissolving and reappearing. She told her BF it was a female entity but it was behind a "film" and couldnt see her face. She denies it telling her anything, but personally, her BF think she got some kind of transmission due to the incredulous look on her face. FYI, her pupils were the size of dinner plates for a good 20 min after toking. He thinks she got a little spooked when she found out he wasn't making this shit up (about entities and hyperspace etc..). She may have not wanted to share with me at the moment..I take no offense, as some hyper-info is extremely personal.
So anyhow, She was pretty close to breakthrough, getting that close to the veil. She has no real expectations, but she knows about kepping a clear mind, and a good intention and all. She knows about working through difficult trips with breating and concentrating on the fact that the spice has never harmed anyone. He thinks she's really sensitive, as he is, to the spice. He can get extreme visuals off 15 mg smoked. Lucky, eh??
Ok now the good part, she says "Babe, I feel really bad I had to leave the entity, it it ok for me to go back? Shes not going to be mad at me for leaving, it she??" She was worried that "she made the entity sad that she had to leave" This is coming from a prior non-believer, but shes getting there!! YES!
Afterwards, she was very happy, laughing, she seemed quite beautiful and very relaxed. We really connected last night..
She has the potential to be a great student. She is very sensitive to supernatural phenomena and synchronotic events. She has a little block with truly believing in the hyperspace, but she is learning slowly but surely. Her general anxiety and melancholy is much improved after DMT. She has toked on the spice that her BF left at her house, and he believes that she has come into some knowledge that we all here take for granted. He believes she just dosent know how to integrate it properly. He has suggested writing it down, and the importance of talking about the experience afterwards (any other ideas???)..He thinks she may be a little worried about insanity, but this fear seems to be MUCH less after last night.
She brought up the issue of "Babe, umm, was that real??" And he aksed her if it *seemed* real..She responded in the affirmative. They then had a discussion of the different trains of thought regarding other dimensions, or if DMT-space is just a figment of out imaginations..He personally believes with all his heart that hyperspace is real, and loves it till death, and after..
A little background, BF and GF have done psychadelics many times before. Shrooms, acid..They have abused them in the past, and have gotted into psychic trouble due to ir-responsible use. There are trying to heal themselves with spice, and so far, so good. The entities are very receptive to them, and they are SO grateful for this beautiful gift..They are waiting for an oppurtune time for pharmahuasca, low dose, maybe 25mg DMT and 100mg Harmala/Harmine..Perhaps this weekend..They are also looking into Changa, which seems more suited to healing journeys (he's looking at cappi/mullein/Pau de Arco/blue lotus/spice compound), than pure DMT freebase for straight journeying/adventuring.
Personally, her BF took little tokes all nite and kept a light visual field going,, nothing close to breakthroughs..he likes the anxiolitic effects of small doses..Funny thing is,, that dose she smoked was actually going to be for him. but she asked to do it..Well, Theres always tomorrow, and theres alwyas going to be spice!
So he waits about 10 min and she finally gets up and she sayz "OMG, what WAS that??" And she proceded to tell her BF she "started flying, and thousands of hands were guiding her along a tunnel" she then "thought she met someone" after the "world dissolved into squares" Her body kept dissolving and reappearing. She told her BF it was a female entity but it was behind a "film" and couldnt see her face. She denies it telling her anything, but personally, her BF think she got some kind of transmission due to the incredulous look on her face. FYI, her pupils were the size of dinner plates for a good 20 min after toking. He thinks she got a little spooked when she found out he wasn't making this shit up (about entities and hyperspace etc..). She may have not wanted to share with me at the moment..I take no offense, as some hyper-info is extremely personal.
So anyhow, She was pretty close to breakthrough, getting that close to the veil. She has no real expectations, but she knows about kepping a clear mind, and a good intention and all. She knows about working through difficult trips with breating and concentrating on the fact that the spice has never harmed anyone. He thinks she's really sensitive, as he is, to the spice. He can get extreme visuals off 15 mg smoked. Lucky, eh??
Ok now the good part, she says "Babe, I feel really bad I had to leave the entity, it it ok for me to go back? Shes not going to be mad at me for leaving, it she??" She was worried that "she made the entity sad that she had to leave" This is coming from a prior non-believer, but shes getting there!! YES!
Afterwards, she was very happy, laughing, she seemed quite beautiful and very relaxed. We really connected last night..
She has the potential to be a great student. She is very sensitive to supernatural phenomena and synchronotic events. She has a little block with truly believing in the hyperspace, but she is learning slowly but surely. Her general anxiety and melancholy is much improved after DMT. She has toked on the spice that her BF left at her house, and he believes that she has come into some knowledge that we all here take for granted. He believes she just dosent know how to integrate it properly. He has suggested writing it down, and the importance of talking about the experience afterwards (any other ideas???)..He thinks she may be a little worried about insanity, but this fear seems to be MUCH less after last night.
She brought up the issue of "Babe, umm, was that real??" And he aksed her if it *seemed* real..She responded in the affirmative. They then had a discussion of the different trains of thought regarding other dimensions, or if DMT-space is just a figment of out imaginations..He personally believes with all his heart that hyperspace is real, and loves it till death, and after..
A little background, BF and GF have done psychadelics many times before. Shrooms, acid..They have abused them in the past, and have gotted into psychic trouble due to ir-responsible use. There are trying to heal themselves with spice, and so far, so good. The entities are very receptive to them, and they are SO grateful for this beautiful gift..They are waiting for an oppurtune time for pharmahuasca, low dose, maybe 25mg DMT and 100mg Harmala/Harmine..Perhaps this weekend..They are also looking into Changa, which seems more suited to healing journeys (he's looking at cappi/mullein/Pau de Arco/blue lotus/spice compound), than pure DMT freebase for straight journeying/adventuring.
Personally, her BF took little tokes all nite and kept a light visual field going,, nothing close to breakthroughs..he likes the anxiolitic effects of small doses..Funny thing is,, that dose she smoked was actually going to be for him. but she asked to do it..Well, Theres always tomorrow, and theres alwyas going to be spice!
