I did my first trip Saturday for my b-day at a hippie gong fest. Im not a hippie but I have studied spirituality and the mechanics of conciousness and reality created by it since about 98'. I smoked an ash pipe packed full of the off-white powdered kind of DMT administered and provided by a guy who called himself a "vibrational Alchemist" Him and his GF took mew through it and I thought I knew what to expect after having tripped hundreds of times on LSD, Shrooms, Peyote, K , straight mescaline and every other drug on the planet. Never in my wildest dreams did I imagine a trip so powerful and impactful on my conciousness. Evidently I went as far as you can go without losing the ability to come back (According to the tibetans) I didnt know what all this was until looking things up over the last few days and peicing together what happened and the others that have had the same trip. I thought it was just something I made up that was personal to em. I had no idea so many people have been to the same place and interacted with the same entities.
I pulled a full hit, held for 10 seconds, blew it out fast, then quickly a second full hit and could only hold for like 5 seconds, then the third hit about halfway through I fell out. ( I understand now why my trip mentor insisted he hold the pipe. lol.
The first major part was the crysanthemum(pineal like recursive string or fractal of a triangle with the all seeing eye in the middle swirling thousands of them into a mealstrom to the center as I pulled in) While being pulled I herd the higher pitches raising in pitch sound building and as I punctured through the center of the fractal I heard the celophane crumpling sound crackling and went through the pressure room. I was quickly pulled out of that room and forced through a little wormhole kind of like in "contact" or "stargate" or whatever. It deposited me into what I know know is called the "playpen" Where all these little crystalline and cybernetically curcuit board stamped elf like creatures starting clapping and shouting a welcome-type "weeeyaaah" noise. One of tehm seemed to be the ambassador or something that was to speak to me on teir behalf. O noticed right away that stuck his head into my own oversized head and after peering around which seemed like he was searching an old closet for something ...Throwing things of no interest over his shoulder almost until he noticed some things he wanted.
I am an underground hip-hop emcee and I have an extremely technical style using advanced rhymeschemes, metaphor, wordplay with triple meaning punchlines adn whatnot so he immediatley found them interesting. The patterns i guess were of interest and he wanted 2 in particular. A 14 syllable stacked rhymescheme and a 64 bar verse called "The divine Ennead of teh Heliopolis" ...Its the story of teh gods of Egyptology and what they mean in metaphor and possible tru historical meaning. At that point a few of them starting singing matter into existence manifesting as crystal spehere like artifacts with code in them. The code was in characters Ive never seen before and they went so fast I couldnt understand them. They kept telling me to watch and stop worrying as I was fucking flippin out at all this and the landscape. Then the ambassador one told me to make one myself but I was so astonished I couldnt even think of what to do so he kind of had a "Pff, fine , Ill do it myself!" attitude. The metallic guitar stringed low octave plucking sounds they made were unintelligeable as a language but I could get a quick "look! , over here!...Do this! Stop bugging!" kind of message but thats it mainly except for after the ambassador one made 2 artifacts for me. I got the feeling that he felt he needed to give me somnething i return for what he took from em ( the 2 rhymes) and under some sort of cosmic code of rules he was obligated to give mesomething i return. After he made the 2 artifacts he cupped them in each hand and forced them through my ears and into my brain finally settling in the center where what I think is my pinneal gland and it felt like it was on fire. I wanted to ask what happenned when I was being pulled back out of my trip and they quickly waved by and he told me I "needed to come back as fast as possible!" It was imperative and I felt as though we had unfinished business.
I was completely out for like 10 minutes and I puked which I think is what made me come out of it quicker than I was supposed to ( I had been drinking beer all day slowly and ate alot.) And afetr slowly getting my faculties back for another 20 minutes or so before I could speak I just sat there flabbergasted and all I wanted to say was "I....had...NO.. Ide!...never could I have imagined this..." I also had a sense of terror and a few paranoid thoughts..One of which that I wouldnt come out of this and Id be stuck in some psychotic state fo life. I remember jkust wanting to be safe. Someone came by and said teh cops were there at teh party and I was freaking about that since im on probabtion. But once i could stand and walk and talk I just went and sat by a fire for an hour processig what happenned and then we had to go. My friend dropped me at home and I went to bed.
Now heres where it gets weird..lol.. I dreamt more lucid than I ever had (and I am a very lucid dreamer) I woke with mandalas in my head and I see patterns in everything, synchronicity everywhere and I always know when my cell will ring and who it is a good minute before it happens. i always kind of have a feeling when my phone will ring, but only seconds before, now it way before and I know who it is and a feeling of why theyre calling me. I speed read but now I am reading even faster and for instance..speed reading is just a matter of reading and not verbalizing it in your head. Not saying the words in your internal voice. But I can read out loud faster now too. My basic math skills are increased as well and I can freestyle off the dome better. Its not super freakishly kyle XY type of increase in skills but enough for my GF to say ..wow...You are reading way faster. I constantly have influxes of new ideas and motivations to make them happen and its almost getting annoying cuz I cant just sit still and veg out like usual.
I need to know if ...
A) Is this normal
B) Is this permanent?
C) What will happen if I go back and finish what they started?
d) Is there any chance that I'll get stuck in the trip? Or another dimension and not be able to get back to my body or my reality?
Please let me know, I am really concerned about this and I have no one to talk about this. Like I said Ive tripped on everything so many times nothing every fazed me enymore and for the first time in years Im actually stunned.
This is not some attempt to get attention so please only people that know what theyre talking about reply. I dont want to hear a bunch of BS. I need to know whats going on.
I pulled a full hit, held for 10 seconds, blew it out fast, then quickly a second full hit and could only hold for like 5 seconds, then the third hit about halfway through I fell out. ( I understand now why my trip mentor insisted he hold the pipe. lol.
The first major part was the crysanthemum(pineal like recursive string or fractal of a triangle with the all seeing eye in the middle swirling thousands of them into a mealstrom to the center as I pulled in) While being pulled I herd the higher pitches raising in pitch sound building and as I punctured through the center of the fractal I heard the celophane crumpling sound crackling and went through the pressure room. I was quickly pulled out of that room and forced through a little wormhole kind of like in "contact" or "stargate" or whatever. It deposited me into what I know know is called the "playpen" Where all these little crystalline and cybernetically curcuit board stamped elf like creatures starting clapping and shouting a welcome-type "weeeyaaah" noise. One of tehm seemed to be the ambassador or something that was to speak to me on teir behalf. O noticed right away that stuck his head into my own oversized head and after peering around which seemed like he was searching an old closet for something ...Throwing things of no interest over his shoulder almost until he noticed some things he wanted.
I am an underground hip-hop emcee and I have an extremely technical style using advanced rhymeschemes, metaphor, wordplay with triple meaning punchlines adn whatnot so he immediatley found them interesting. The patterns i guess were of interest and he wanted 2 in particular. A 14 syllable stacked rhymescheme and a 64 bar verse called "The divine Ennead of teh Heliopolis" ...Its the story of teh gods of Egyptology and what they mean in metaphor and possible tru historical meaning. At that point a few of them starting singing matter into existence manifesting as crystal spehere like artifacts with code in them. The code was in characters Ive never seen before and they went so fast I couldnt understand them. They kept telling me to watch and stop worrying as I was fucking flippin out at all this and the landscape. Then the ambassador one told me to make one myself but I was so astonished I couldnt even think of what to do so he kind of had a "Pff, fine , Ill do it myself!" attitude. The metallic guitar stringed low octave plucking sounds they made were unintelligeable as a language but I could get a quick "look! , over here!...Do this! Stop bugging!" kind of message but thats it mainly except for after the ambassador one made 2 artifacts for me. I got the feeling that he felt he needed to give me somnething i return for what he took from em ( the 2 rhymes) and under some sort of cosmic code of rules he was obligated to give mesomething i return. After he made the 2 artifacts he cupped them in each hand and forced them through my ears and into my brain finally settling in the center where what I think is my pinneal gland and it felt like it was on fire. I wanted to ask what happenned when I was being pulled back out of my trip and they quickly waved by and he told me I "needed to come back as fast as possible!" It was imperative and I felt as though we had unfinished business.
I was completely out for like 10 minutes and I puked which I think is what made me come out of it quicker than I was supposed to ( I had been drinking beer all day slowly and ate alot.) And afetr slowly getting my faculties back for another 20 minutes or so before I could speak I just sat there flabbergasted and all I wanted to say was "I....had...NO.. Ide!...never could I have imagined this..." I also had a sense of terror and a few paranoid thoughts..One of which that I wouldnt come out of this and Id be stuck in some psychotic state fo life. I remember jkust wanting to be safe. Someone came by and said teh cops were there at teh party and I was freaking about that since im on probabtion. But once i could stand and walk and talk I just went and sat by a fire for an hour processig what happenned and then we had to go. My friend dropped me at home and I went to bed.
Now heres where it gets weird..lol.. I dreamt more lucid than I ever had (and I am a very lucid dreamer) I woke with mandalas in my head and I see patterns in everything, synchronicity everywhere and I always know when my cell will ring and who it is a good minute before it happens. i always kind of have a feeling when my phone will ring, but only seconds before, now it way before and I know who it is and a feeling of why theyre calling me. I speed read but now I am reading even faster and for instance..speed reading is just a matter of reading and not verbalizing it in your head. Not saying the words in your internal voice. But I can read out loud faster now too. My basic math skills are increased as well and I can freestyle off the dome better. Its not super freakishly kyle XY type of increase in skills but enough for my GF to say ..wow...You are reading way faster. I constantly have influxes of new ideas and motivations to make them happen and its almost getting annoying cuz I cant just sit still and veg out like usual.
I need to know if ...
A) Is this normal
B) Is this permanent?
C) What will happen if I go back and finish what they started?
d) Is there any chance that I'll get stuck in the trip? Or another dimension and not be able to get back to my body or my reality?
Please let me know, I am really concerned about this and I have no one to talk about this. Like I said Ive tripped on everything so many times nothing every fazed me enymore and for the first time in years Im actually stunned.
This is not some attempt to get attention so please only people that know what theyre talking about reply. I dont want to hear a bunch of BS. I need to know whats going on.
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