quick note, i have a birth defect which makes my left shoulder slightly higher than my right and minimally limits my range of motion. as a result, i have been always been extremely right side dominant. i was just musing about an explanation for why the entity appeared more strongly on my right side, and in retrospect the entire vision felt very right-sided. everything felt stronger and clearer slightly to the right of my field of vision.

my birth defect is another thing about which i've carried around a lot of bitterness. perhaps i;m just less recptive on my left side.

perhaps i'm over-thinking. it's probably a mistake to try to read too much meaning into all these details. my rational side is embarrassed by the exuberance of my post-dmt "magical thinking", but my inner voice just keeps telling me "you're on to something, homeboy. oh, and by the way, have you noticed how ridiculously happy you are right now? that's not for nothin', and while we're on the subject, when was the last time your rational side made you THIS F***ING HAPPY!?"