What a great post. You use language quite well to describe the undescribable! I would like to comment on the use of the word "faith" .

I think many religious people, especially Christians, think of faith as unsubstantiated belief. But I don’t think that is quite what it is. I think faith is a tool through which we can affect change in our world. It's an attitude. It is a way of fortifying yourself with what you know are your personal truthes even though you cannot prove their "truth" to others .

From my reading of your post, you are a very "faithful" person.

Peace and love to you, my faithful friend.