PrimalWisdom
Everything the light touches
Hello Nexians
The following will be a description of my 1st three experiences with DMT.
Is a little long, but I don't think I could have kept it any shorter.
Psychedelics have been an important part of my life ever since I tried LSD at the age of 17. It was a solo trip on what I think was 75-100ug, not the strongest trip, but probably the most important.
Up to that point in my life I was forced into religious devotion by my parents. I do not hold this against them as I feel it did help mould me into a good natured person. I do however resent the lack of choice I was offered. LSD showed me that we do have choices and it helped me see the importance that these alternate views of the world can hold.
Anyway in an attempt to keep this shortish (I have failed) I’ll dive right into my DMT experiences.
About 2.5 weeks ago a long time friend of mine suggested we get the ball rolling and purchase some MHRB and the things required to extract this very intriguing tryptamine.
He shares my views on psychedelics and is as excited as I am at the prospect of us eventually trying it.
Well after a week and a bit of extracting we had enough to try it out. The stage was set and Saturday rolled round quicker than I thought.
With a feeling in my stomach that I can only describe as the feeling you get waiting in line at the tallest rollercoaster you have ever seen, we prepped “the machine” and got ready to smoke DMT.
Experience 1 – “Candy Floss France”
- 35mg crystalline white DMT
- My lounge
- Absolute silence
I say a prayer to the Universe and begin inhaling the white smoke collecting in the chamber. I take 2 deep lungfuls and hold. I sit the pipe down and lean back on my couch. As I exhale everything changes, the room becomes different, more coulourful and full of these opaque wispy flowing patterns. I close my eyes and lean back deeper into the couch. The feeling of absolute relaxation moves over my body in a tingly almost electric way. I can hear a high pitched noise resonating to the frequency of my body. The CEV’s are insane, pulsating, spinning mandalas made out of plasma engulf my usually unmoving mindscape.
I can see shapes moving towards me, humanoid plasma shapes. They touch me, caressing my face. The crowd is growing. One of them tries to help me up. I can hear music, soft, happy children’s music. I become aware of this been a place.
I can see cobbled streets going off into the distance, people sitting on benches, looking at me. I suddenly become completely aware of my surroundings. I’M IN FRANCE!!! but it’s different, candy-flossy almost, pinks, oranges, blues, so many colours. I can see the Eiffel tower it’s dripping in golden, shiny, oil-on-water rainbows.
Oh dear I seem to have crashed into the corner of a sweet stall, selling wonderful things, things I can not imagine to be real. The humanoid shapes are becoming “upset” they point at me, I look like a fool, a hobo, a peasant lying in the corner of a sweet stall.
The feeling that I have disappointed many grows stronger. I have to open my eyes. BAM! I’m back in my lounge, the room is swirling with impossible patterns and colours, everything drips with the same oil-on-water rainbows that covered “candy floss France”
As I slowly come back to base-line I am astounded at what has just happened. And laugh at the absurdity of been in Candy Floss France. Was there really children’s music playing?
Experience 2 – “God at the Shisha bar”
- 50mg crystalline white DMT
- My lounge
- Soft music – Third Ear Audio
Around an hour later I am ready to go again. I load, light and inhale. This time 3 drags, deep long drags each held for 5-10 seconds.
With every drag the world becomes different, that same drippy-ness encompasses everything. I close my eyes, lean back and begin to melt into infinity again.
The mandalas return. This time there are no humanoid plasma beings, no candy floss France, just neon, sharp, geometric shapes blasting past me.
I can see a face; it’s a happy face, a soft face, and Arab face? At this point I become aware that I’m in a Shisha bar, the music must be doing this, as its got an Arabian theme. I am told that I have finally returned and then this Arabian man puts his hand on my shoulder and smiles at me. At this point I begin having a conversation with him. Its completely telepathic and none of our mouths are moving. He tells me he is IT! Everything that has been, will be, and all the little things in between. Not just in our plane of reality but every plane, every realm. I am completely blown away. It says, ask me something. My mind mumbles off incoherently. I focus and ask “am I going to be alright?” The man laughs and says of course, ask me something important. “Why am I here?” “To learn” is his reply. At this point my attention is focussed on his hair, its dread locked, but neat, and there’s a jaguar, a tiger, and a cobra in it! Of course that makes sense.
I look over his shoulder and see a magician doing the most impossible tricks at the entrance to the bar he looks like Jaffar from Aladdin. Everything is so beautiful and full of mystery.
He insists I keep asking questions. At this point, he is starting to fade, and I realise I am in my lounge again. I continue to see his face, but it’s made up of the same wispy opaque patterns floating around my room. He smiles and says “next time” as he turns away from me the cobra in his hair comes close to my face and hisses.
Experience 3 – “Initiation”
- 50mg off white almost reddish “jungle spice”
- Spare room
- Soft psyambient music
Another hour later I have moved to my spare room as a friend is playing PS3 and it might distract me.
I load up 50mg of what I am calling “jungle spice” It was produced when Zippo fluid (containing some xylene) was freeze precipped and then evapped. What remained was an off white almost reddish tinged spice. The solvent was yellow and not brown or red when I siphoned it off the MHRB/lye solution.
I light, inhale, hold, and breathe out 3 times.
On the last exhale my body feels a lot heavier than before. My mind is racing and I am quickly engulfed by the softest neon glows. As I lie down on my bed I fall through space and time. I become aware of a chanting, I can see 3 beings. They are chanting, and praying over me. I am in a camp of some sorts in a jungle of some sorts. These beings are shamans. They are doing a ritual or “cleansing” ceremony around me. One comes up and lays some feathers around my head. He then sprinkles ash or water around my head. I am not scared, I just feel loved. I start to feel a very strange sensation in my chest, its like my souls is waking up. I stretch, and the “shaman” comes up again, and drops more ash or water on my head. He smiles and signals me to get up.
All the while the chanting has grown louder, I can hear shakers, and then a bell rings. The crispest, sharpest riiiiiiiiiing I have ever heard. I sit up and am back in my spare room, but everything is perfect, the most perfect feeling of fulfilment has completely encompassed me. I feel enlightened, I feel right. At this point my dog comes running in and sits next to me it feels so good to stroke it, I can feel the love emanating from it.
I feel like I am floating through everything. There are the most amazing shapes all around me. I sit in the lotus position and revel in this feeling. I catch a glimpse of myself in the mirror I am golden, I am special. I look like a god!
I have 2 spinning pyramids floating on either side of me, and everything is again covered in the most amazing rainbow drippy goodness.
I just sit there for about 15-20 minutes taking in my new found joy, my all encompassing wondrousness.
These 3 experiences were my 1st real taste of DMT. I am not sure if I had a full breakthrough as I have read a lot of different reports and they seem to describe a much more powerful/overwhelming experience. I was never completely overwhelmed, and had the most serene sense of body and mind. I was however in different "places". I had no sense of me being in a lounge or room until I opened my eyes. At some points I didn't even feel my body, but was just energy floating through the enormity of time and space.
I also seemed to bring back aspects of "hyperspace?" back with me, there were alot of shapes and energies present in the room once I opened my eyes. They remained there for at least 10 minutes after I opened my eyes each time.
These were the most wonderful, strange, and fulfilling experiences of my entire life.
Throughout the last 2 I had this amazing sense that I am special, I am amazing, and everything is going to be alright.
I can only wonder how deep the rabbit hole goes.
Peace, love, light
PW
The following will be a description of my 1st three experiences with DMT.
Is a little long, but I don't think I could have kept it any shorter.
Psychedelics have been an important part of my life ever since I tried LSD at the age of 17. It was a solo trip on what I think was 75-100ug, not the strongest trip, but probably the most important.
Up to that point in my life I was forced into religious devotion by my parents. I do not hold this against them as I feel it did help mould me into a good natured person. I do however resent the lack of choice I was offered. LSD showed me that we do have choices and it helped me see the importance that these alternate views of the world can hold.
Anyway in an attempt to keep this shortish (I have failed) I’ll dive right into my DMT experiences.
About 2.5 weeks ago a long time friend of mine suggested we get the ball rolling and purchase some MHRB and the things required to extract this very intriguing tryptamine.
He shares my views on psychedelics and is as excited as I am at the prospect of us eventually trying it.
Well after a week and a bit of extracting we had enough to try it out. The stage was set and Saturday rolled round quicker than I thought.
With a feeling in my stomach that I can only describe as the feeling you get waiting in line at the tallest rollercoaster you have ever seen, we prepped “the machine” and got ready to smoke DMT.
Experience 1 – “Candy Floss France”
- 35mg crystalline white DMT
- My lounge
- Absolute silence
I say a prayer to the Universe and begin inhaling the white smoke collecting in the chamber. I take 2 deep lungfuls and hold. I sit the pipe down and lean back on my couch. As I exhale everything changes, the room becomes different, more coulourful and full of these opaque wispy flowing patterns. I close my eyes and lean back deeper into the couch. The feeling of absolute relaxation moves over my body in a tingly almost electric way. I can hear a high pitched noise resonating to the frequency of my body. The CEV’s are insane, pulsating, spinning mandalas made out of plasma engulf my usually unmoving mindscape.
I can see shapes moving towards me, humanoid plasma shapes. They touch me, caressing my face. The crowd is growing. One of them tries to help me up. I can hear music, soft, happy children’s music. I become aware of this been a place.
I can see cobbled streets going off into the distance, people sitting on benches, looking at me. I suddenly become completely aware of my surroundings. I’M IN FRANCE!!! but it’s different, candy-flossy almost, pinks, oranges, blues, so many colours. I can see the Eiffel tower it’s dripping in golden, shiny, oil-on-water rainbows.
Oh dear I seem to have crashed into the corner of a sweet stall, selling wonderful things, things I can not imagine to be real. The humanoid shapes are becoming “upset” they point at me, I look like a fool, a hobo, a peasant lying in the corner of a sweet stall.
The feeling that I have disappointed many grows stronger. I have to open my eyes. BAM! I’m back in my lounge, the room is swirling with impossible patterns and colours, everything drips with the same oil-on-water rainbows that covered “candy floss France”
As I slowly come back to base-line I am astounded at what has just happened. And laugh at the absurdity of been in Candy Floss France. Was there really children’s music playing?
Experience 2 – “God at the Shisha bar”
- 50mg crystalline white DMT
- My lounge
- Soft music – Third Ear Audio
Around an hour later I am ready to go again. I load, light and inhale. This time 3 drags, deep long drags each held for 5-10 seconds.
With every drag the world becomes different, that same drippy-ness encompasses everything. I close my eyes, lean back and begin to melt into infinity again.
The mandalas return. This time there are no humanoid plasma beings, no candy floss France, just neon, sharp, geometric shapes blasting past me.
I can see a face; it’s a happy face, a soft face, and Arab face? At this point I become aware that I’m in a Shisha bar, the music must be doing this, as its got an Arabian theme. I am told that I have finally returned and then this Arabian man puts his hand on my shoulder and smiles at me. At this point I begin having a conversation with him. Its completely telepathic and none of our mouths are moving. He tells me he is IT! Everything that has been, will be, and all the little things in between. Not just in our plane of reality but every plane, every realm. I am completely blown away. It says, ask me something. My mind mumbles off incoherently. I focus and ask “am I going to be alright?” The man laughs and says of course, ask me something important. “Why am I here?” “To learn” is his reply. At this point my attention is focussed on his hair, its dread locked, but neat, and there’s a jaguar, a tiger, and a cobra in it! Of course that makes sense.
I look over his shoulder and see a magician doing the most impossible tricks at the entrance to the bar he looks like Jaffar from Aladdin. Everything is so beautiful and full of mystery.
He insists I keep asking questions. At this point, he is starting to fade, and I realise I am in my lounge again. I continue to see his face, but it’s made up of the same wispy opaque patterns floating around my room. He smiles and says “next time” as he turns away from me the cobra in his hair comes close to my face and hisses.
Experience 3 – “Initiation”
- 50mg off white almost reddish “jungle spice”
- Spare room
- Soft psyambient music
Another hour later I have moved to my spare room as a friend is playing PS3 and it might distract me.
I load up 50mg of what I am calling “jungle spice” It was produced when Zippo fluid (containing some xylene) was freeze precipped and then evapped. What remained was an off white almost reddish tinged spice. The solvent was yellow and not brown or red when I siphoned it off the MHRB/lye solution.
I light, inhale, hold, and breathe out 3 times.
On the last exhale my body feels a lot heavier than before. My mind is racing and I am quickly engulfed by the softest neon glows. As I lie down on my bed I fall through space and time. I become aware of a chanting, I can see 3 beings. They are chanting, and praying over me. I am in a camp of some sorts in a jungle of some sorts. These beings are shamans. They are doing a ritual or “cleansing” ceremony around me. One comes up and lays some feathers around my head. He then sprinkles ash or water around my head. I am not scared, I just feel loved. I start to feel a very strange sensation in my chest, its like my souls is waking up. I stretch, and the “shaman” comes up again, and drops more ash or water on my head. He smiles and signals me to get up.
All the while the chanting has grown louder, I can hear shakers, and then a bell rings. The crispest, sharpest riiiiiiiiiing I have ever heard. I sit up and am back in my spare room, but everything is perfect, the most perfect feeling of fulfilment has completely encompassed me. I feel enlightened, I feel right. At this point my dog comes running in and sits next to me it feels so good to stroke it, I can feel the love emanating from it.
I feel like I am floating through everything. There are the most amazing shapes all around me. I sit in the lotus position and revel in this feeling. I catch a glimpse of myself in the mirror I am golden, I am special. I look like a god!
I have 2 spinning pyramids floating on either side of me, and everything is again covered in the most amazing rainbow drippy goodness.
I just sit there for about 15-20 minutes taking in my new found joy, my all encompassing wondrousness.
These 3 experiences were my 1st real taste of DMT. I am not sure if I had a full breakthrough as I have read a lot of different reports and they seem to describe a much more powerful/overwhelming experience. I was never completely overwhelmed, and had the most serene sense of body and mind. I was however in different "places". I had no sense of me being in a lounge or room until I opened my eyes. At some points I didn't even feel my body, but was just energy floating through the enormity of time and space.
I also seemed to bring back aspects of "hyperspace?" back with me, there were alot of shapes and energies present in the room once I opened my eyes. They remained there for at least 10 minutes after I opened my eyes each time.
These were the most wonderful, strange, and fulfilling experiences of my entire life.
Throughout the last 2 I had this amazing sense that I am special, I am amazing, and everything is going to be alright.
I can only wonder how deep the rabbit hole goes.
Peace, love, light
PW
