Welcome to the Nexus !

I remember when I first stumble across this forum some years ago, it was a much smaller place and that was the same feeling I had! Im glad it stays till now

From your intro essay it isnt clear, did you try dmt or other psychedelics yet? Any interest in that, and in extractions?

By the way, you say its hard to find people appart from your parents to talk about spirituality... Well, great that you can talk to your parents about it, a lot of people dont have that priviledge.  And nice that now you have found a place like this to add to your positive developing interactions.

See you around!