Welcome and i am Not trying to hate or anything but it only bothers me a little that you say you are a shaman the only real shamans are the ones that are born shamans and a shaman never say there a shaman I find it very cool and inspiring that you have indeed tripped with shamans but it does not make you one you can say that you stand for and study the practices of shamanism please don't take any of this to offense just giving my personal input and good luck with all your journeys