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LiquidGlass

LiquidGlass

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So I have been interested in entheogens since before I tried my first psychedelic, I am now 29 and have experienced quite a vast array of psychedelics including LSD, LSA, mushrooms, and mescaline. Other than weed I have never taken ANY other drugs whatsoever, until earlier this year DMT fell into my lap so to speak

I was working in a glass shop with some deadheads and had been doing san pedro extractions at the time. One of thr guys was very curious about my methods and let me know he did DMT extractions. Now in my journies I never researched DMT specifically and though I had read of it, I never had a desire for it.

Well after a few conversations he decided he wanted me to try extracting it from some bark he had. At this point from what I knew I had some respect as well as fear and nervousness about this substance, but of course I obliged. Apparently I made some of the best stuff people had seen so other people gave me their bark.

So im on a PS3 and it only lets you type a limited amount, must be split up
 
My first time hitting it was on weed in a pipe, pretty low dose as I was being cautious. Then before my second dose I watched the DMT movie, which added to my apprehension. My second try was also on weed in a pipe, but I took two fat rips and my lungs couldn't handle a third. I got the ringing in my ears an my vision somewhat distorted. Then being a glass blower, I made my very own meth pipe, hated it, no break through. Tried it in a joint cause thats how my shopmates smoke it on tour, no breakthrough. Then I had a good friend coming to visit, told him about it, and to be ready.

So I made this bubbler and we put the D on a bed of weed, had some strong trips but no blast offs. Later we put it on a bed of ash and he and my ex hit it first. She had been drinking heavily and we were on L, my bro is the biggest non-hippie I know and he started spouting off the most hippiest lines about everything being a circle and all one, my ex came to and went straight to the bathroom cause she crapped her pants.outta room . .
 
My friend was like "your turn!" but I chickened out and said I would do it the next day. I was definitely scared and didnt really want to blast off yet. He kept bugging me until finally I did it from the bubbler and smoked a huge rip, knew I needed more to break through, layed back and closed my eyes. It looked like legoland and a face came out and shook its head no then disappeared. It felt like I wasn't supposed to blast off, not sure if it was my own fear or something else. Anyway I didn't do it for months after that. My girl dumped me and it fucked me up good for a minute. But my bro kept talking about it so finally I ordered bark, got it, made more, sent him some.

Then I went around offering it to any of my friends who were willing, giving people blast off doses before I had taken one myself. It was like, since I was to nervous to take the leap I wanted to live through thier experiences or something. Well everyone I gave it to came out thanking me ecstatically and exclaiming how beautiful it was. . . .
 
My fear started giving way to envy. I wanted that beautiful experience. So I had a hanful of failed attempts, every time I knew I needed that extra/bigger draw I would set the bubbler down. But one night a failed attempt was extremely unpleasant and left me feeling so shitty I almost swore off psychedelics. So about 30 min later I said " screw that, I have to do this ", sprinkled a little on the half burned bowl, and took 3 rips and was gone. The jist of my first breakthrough was I was transported to a place that had a factory like feel with machines or something, someone was next to me as a guide, there were were doors or rooms everywhere and the guide implied for me to choose though I didn't know how, then it faded away.

Afew days later I went to my first Burning Man. I went to some ayahuasca talks with this american shaman who had lived in peru the last 9 yrs. I also got to talk with him one on one. Even though I already had a great respect for this substance, it totally changed my whole perspective. . .
 
. . on DMT, especially on sharing it with people, which I now do with much more caution and reverence. I did however share it with many strangers, in proper settings, and I kept getting comments on how calming it was for me to be there and how I was grounding to look at, something about my aura/energy they said. I had learned from the shaman about how its up to the person providing the ceremony to guide the journey for others involved. I take that role a lot more seriously now. So after Burning Man, since I shared so much, I had to order more bark. Then 3 days later SS happened. I told my bro about it and we were thinking we might have to move on to aya if this war on bark wins, Then he found out about changa, so we could make it last longer. There's also pharmahuasca, but I don't think i'm ready to eat/drink maoi's yet. So anyway I made some enhanced leaf but couldn't get harmalas, thats actually why I stopped creeping and finally registered. So since Burning Man I have had 3 blast offs, 2 with enhanced . .
 
... leaf. The last one was amazing. I saw those classic ayahuasca patterns right before I was transported to some gathering of beings, and it had the feeling of being somewhat outside somewhere. And there was this weird clicking/whirring sound that was awesome. And I couldn't see where the beings were, but I felt like I was supposed to get up and go join them somewhere but I didn't know how, meanwhile there was children or what seemed to be smaller childish beings running in front of me showing me these balls of light and running away playfully. There was a strong sense of belonging there and as it started to slip away I felt a tinge of sadness at having to leave, and I knew that there would be no words to describe this accurately.

Needless to say I feel I am getting in pretty deep. I haven't quite fiqured out how to navigate in there or how to interact with them, but I feel like maybe i'm getting a little closer with each encounter. I still get a little scared and nervous before, even though once I am there
 
its the most beautiful thing ever and I felt more at home on that last one than I have felt anywhere before.

Well, thats my story, I look forward to being a part of this community. It seems to be a refreshing contrast from having to pick through all the condescending comments from arrogant jerks, or childish comments from immature kids over at the shroomery. I've learned a lot about mycology there, but it gets annoying having to sift through all the BS . . . Transmission Over . . .

Sorry bout all the breaks, I need a damn cpu
 
Hey, watch who you're calling "Earthling" buddy, Earth isn't the center of the universe you know!

:lol: Kidding, welcome to the Nexus. I'm sure you'll love it. I've blown some glass in my time as well, we actually might know some of the same folks. Hope you'll post some work sometime.
 
Welcome Friend!

You journey into DMT parallels mine.

It's good to hear that you share it with caution and reverence now. Its easy when first starting to blab.

What kind of extraction are you doing?

Have you looked at the GVG threads?
Would it be possible to incorporate GVG concepts into your glass work?


Happy Journeys and Welcome!
 
Yea I just found out about the GVG, i'm pretty sure I can make one although I am slightly concerned about smoking on a metal screen . . .

I did the crockpot method that used to be on dmtextraction.org

Cook in crockpot with 1 part vinegar, 3 parts water
Strain, add lye, add naptha, separate, freez naptha

Haha yea crazyhorse sometimes I feel more like an alien life form myself . . . Maybe thats why I like ALF so much . . .
 
Nice sounds ! The first 1:30 sounds strikingly similar to sounds I was hearing in my last voyage. For my voyages I have been playing this recording of some icaros from the shaman I met at burning man. I'm thinking about trying some buddhist monk throat singing, I heard that is nice.

But now i'm kind of curious to try it in silence to see what sounds I hear without the influence from background noise

Also i'm curious as to if, in the DMT world, If I get up or speak to the beings, will my physical body be moving and speaking? I am always sitting when I smoke it and always seem to be sitting in that world as well.
 
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