... leaf. The last one was amazing. I saw those classic ayahuasca patterns right before I was transported to some gathering of beings, and it had the feeling of being somewhat outside somewhere. And there was this weird clicking/whirring sound that was awesome. And I couldn't see where the beings were, but I felt like I was supposed to get up and go join them somewhere but I didn't know how, meanwhile there was children or what seemed to be smaller childish beings running in front of me showing me these balls of light and running away playfully. There was a strong sense of belonging there and as it started to slip away I felt a tinge of sadness at having to leave, and I knew that there would be no words to describe this accurately.

Needless to say I feel I am getting in pretty deep. I haven't quite fiqured out how to navigate in there or how to interact with them, but I feel like maybe i'm getting a little closer with each encounter. I still get a little scared and nervous before, even though once I am there