ok since i cant post in many topics yet id like to share with you all my most powerful psycedelic expierience ive had yet.which has made this a permanent part of my life.
so i kno all of you know what syrian rue, i was researching the norm one day and found out it will not only orally activate DMT but will potenate other psychedelics as well.
so i decided go get some and give it a go.ok i will willing admit what im did this day was a big, big mistake, since then i have a totally new found MAJOR respect for psychedellics.i used lemon juice in 3 boils with 3 grams of syrian rue seed which i put in a cloth sack and smashed to shit with a hammer first.
i had the day planned to go to some waterfalls bout a half hour away with my girlfriend,her brother and his girlfriend.i drank my rue tea and half an hour i ate 3.5 grams of some nice closed capped cubensis along with 4 blotters of some "decent" lsd(was told it was L but suspect it was 25i).im not gonna lie i thought i was badass cause i got to the point i could easily handle doses higher than that no problem and go in public and do whatever....boy did i underestimate the rue:shock:
so after i consumed all my goodies and on the way there the comeup was unlike any ive had before.the hills the trees the whole scenery just looked so amazing i couldnt beleive it...at this point i had a good reason to beleive the syrian rue was deffinatly doing something.
we got to the waterfall spot(which people arnt really suppoed to be at but lots are there anyway cause theres 40ft+ cliffs to jump off
before we started down the 20 minuite trail to get to the spot i smoked a feew bowls, nonstop talking about how im havin the best trip of my life right now, everything was so great at this point.
we got half way to the spot and i REALLY started tripping.HARD.i all of a sudden dropped to my knees i felt like i couldnt control myself anymore.(the fear starts hitting me here).my girl and friends asked whats wrong i said"im good i just got a nasty vibration outa nowhere"
then, trying to get myself togther i look at my arm which is tattoed solid my whole arm, and my tatoos floated off my arm and i saw my arm completly bare skinned with no tattoos and my tattoos were on the ground right in front of me....this freaked me out and this when shit got bad.
i told my brother in law to hold my hand cause i had finally done and i was going to die.luckily he was expierienced with people tripping out and keeping them calm.
i started rolling around and kicking the dirt because there were things i had never seen on any drug floating in the trees coming at me and closing my eyes were worse.i rememer mostly crazy colorful geometric patterns and giant spiders and the trees had faces.at this point i couldnt even control my body to stand.and most of all i swear my creator was right there in front of me telling me everything about life.it was just too overwhelming to comprehend.
meanwhile people are walking by stopping and starting to form a crowd saying"oh my god what the fuck is wrong with him?"my bro in law told them i just turned 21 and drank way too much.luckilly they all bought it and went on with theyre buisness cause one guy had his phone out and he was dialing 911.
for the next 4 hours i went so far into the trip i dont even remember them carrying me back to the car.i came to reality for a split minuite in the car and had no clue what happened, they told me "you ate a ton of fucking drugs and your losing your mind".as soon as i recollected what i had done the trip came back full force and i was in outerspace for another hour or so.then i was still triping really hard but i was back in my mind so we started the trip home.after that i actually had a lot of fun on the comedown laughing and having fun...then the most amazing afterglow for the next 2 days
i appreciate anybody that took the time to read that.i kno that was a really stupid mistake i made and im glad i make it home and not in jail, er or looneybin.
peace dmt nexus have a great night