Welcome to the Nexus!

Its very good to hear about your development towards a more respectful, conscious and balanced use of drugs and life in general.

I dont think any of us can say we're perfect now, life is an ever-changing path and we must keep trying to be more aware and balanced till the day we die. What matters is that you're taking steps forward, and slowly (or sometimes not-so-slowly) improving 

You didnt specifically mention DMT.. Did you try that yet, oral or vapped? What about extractions?

Be well!