That's a good one, loss of reality! I once experienced that... As a child I experienced an illness, during which I fell into limbo if you will. This happened during a normal nights sleep, but it felt like eternity. Instead of normally falling asleep, maybe even dreaming, and afterwards just waking up, I was compressed if you will to a pure mathematical point, but dimensionless, timeless, just gone. Pure consciousness, no body, nowhere, no time, no nothing. Sensory input was a blur of random nothingness, a pressure if you will... In this pressure I eventually felt/heard/saw/whatever like I was in a sea of similar 'points of being', each one randomly popping up and disappearing again, exerting this pressure under which I was. Once again, in my experience this night lasted forever.. Forever in limbo. I could try to explain and put into words what it felt like into greater detail, but it wouldn't be possible.
When I suddenly woke up, like a rubber band I snapped back into my body.
Since then I've been looking for the other direction, away from limbo, beyond our waking reality as human beings.
But still, safety is of course priority one. Does the 'breakout' experience actually get (linearly/exponentially/?) more intense with increasingly higher doses? I might be more than familiar with strange kaleidoscopic/geometric/imaginary/hallucinogenic/dreamy/... 'visions' during for example sleep/wake transitions, extreme doses of nederwiet (cannabis) and/or alcohol, but judging from what I've read about the profoundness of the experience that DMT offers, I am still very careful with dosage. I've been working my way up from that knife tip pinch dose up to the 5-10 mg I described in 3 sittings, and this evening I took an estimated 10-15. Working my way up like this ain't gonna work, and I need to get me a scale...
Thanks again for all support! :thumb_up: And keep on posting! (pretty please?)