Nice post, I like your poetic approach to description.

I too have had periods of heavy psychedelic use interspersed by long periods of integration. I find the integration part of the journey to be as psychedelic of an experience as the other parts.

Living very elementally like that... Very cool and admirable. As a heavy computer user I couldn't do that, but I do like to ground myself with plenty of shovel/wheelbarrow kind of work at our rural homestead. It's an amazing way to connect with the Earth, and humbling in a way that feels good.

You seem like a very inspired person on a very off the beaten path journey... And we look forward to hearing more from you.

Welcome!