Oh my word... after writing a two page trip report and other gibberish, I somehow hit the exact key combination when spelling 'fractal' that closed Firefox instantly, and there went 30 minutes.
Thank you a1pha and Jin,
Experiencing a substance that I prepared is definitely a large draw, also the pride of sharing it with my closets friends. I only have an interest in psychedelics, and I have a reputation as being 'really into drugs' that makes me laugh whenever I hear it. I'm the kind of person who will refuse an aspirin when I have a splitting headache, refuse caffeine, alcohol, marijuana, antihistamines, and when I ruptured my spleen in 2005 I refused morphine. I suffered crippling depression for two plus years and wouldn't have taken SSRI's even if someone put a gun to my head. I will not consume any opiates, cocaine, meth, mdma, nicotine, nitrous, K, etc. I only have an interest in Psilocybin, LSD, and DMT, and as I see it when everything is tallied I am more against drugs than I am for. I also think there is a definite line between a drug user and drug abuser. I fall into the former behavior, always wanting to get a profound realization, transcend reality, all those great things. Also to solely see interesting yet meaningless hallucinations doesn't interest me, and I have curiously experienced such a thing which I will detail in a second. Salvia is largely ambivalent to me, I wouldn't pay money for an extract but I would grow a plant for fun. The effects of salvia to me amount to a waking dream, and has the quality of showing me just how much unwanted garbage my subconscious mind absorbs just watching an hour long sit-com a few hours before.
I am actually going to post my trip report later, I have something to do right now. Will give me time to get over losing it in one key combination too.