Meternik
Rising Star
First and foremost i want to say I love this site.
The people are very intelligent and empathetic with each other. From the posts i have read so far, this site is about sharing the knowledge each one of you has accumulated from Dimethyltryptamine. I like how the people of this site is ready to listen to constructive criticism about perfecting the various techniques to pull out the sweets that people who are drawn to this site love.
As for myself i am a full time student who is working on a 2nd bachelors degree in order to get accepted into graduate school. I want to work with senior citizens who are and the last steps of their lives.
I am one who likes old people and believes that they have a lot to offer to us based on a lifetime of experience. What attracts me the most to this field of work is having the desire to help in anyway i can to make the last moments of their lives more palatable.
I understand that aging can be boring, painful, scary, isolated, etc..
Facing such circumstances can make any human leave this world with bitterness and regret.
That to me is the scariest scenario to have as a reality. My main goal in life is to leave this world filled with hope and wonder.
Everyone DESERVES to love life the moment they die. If there is anything i can do to inspire that thinking, i would feel fulfilled in my career.
Other than the hell experience that school puts one through, i am a person who wants to find who i truly am. Not just me as the sum of my experiences, but the "me" i never new existed. I hope that Dimethyltryptamine can show me. The various substances i have done in my all-to-hectic past has shown me the good the bad and the ugly, what i now want to see is if there truly is a universal oneness. Not hope for one anymore. I want to witness it.
If school has taught me one thing it is to question EVERYTHING. I have successfully wiped the slate clean. I went from a Mormon from birth to age 18 to a New Age hippie, then onto Norse Mythology, then Buddhism. After so much searching i cam to the realization that what if EVERYONE is wrong. There is no way to prove any of it unless i witness it myself.
Once i realized that i decided to start at ground one at only believing in science(atheism). Atheism is something that i respect because they accept that they are wrong. 99% of religions believe they have the #1 answer.
That is why i am here. I don't want to hope something exists anymore. I want to witness it for myself. I want to see if what the Buddhist masters says is true. I want to see if what Don Juan said is true. I want to be an active searcher for other dimensions that mathematicians say is out there.
So that is why i am here.
My first attempt with extraction is Q21Q21 tek using MHRB.
For being a complete noob with anything dealing with chemistry, Q21Q21's tek was super easy for me to understand and get a sizable yield on my first attempt. I am doing my 3rd pull at the moment.
Now that i got some spice i find myself coming up with reasons not to do it now. I know i am being a chicken, but i don't want to blast off my first go with this.
So my reason at the moment is i am waiting for a scale to arrive by mail today. Once i get that scale i wonder what my next excuse will be.
This is fun, but a bit scary.
The people are very intelligent and empathetic with each other. From the posts i have read so far, this site is about sharing the knowledge each one of you has accumulated from Dimethyltryptamine. I like how the people of this site is ready to listen to constructive criticism about perfecting the various techniques to pull out the sweets that people who are drawn to this site love.
As for myself i am a full time student who is working on a 2nd bachelors degree in order to get accepted into graduate school. I want to work with senior citizens who are and the last steps of their lives.
I am one who likes old people and believes that they have a lot to offer to us based on a lifetime of experience. What attracts me the most to this field of work is having the desire to help in anyway i can to make the last moments of their lives more palatable.
I understand that aging can be boring, painful, scary, isolated, etc..
Facing such circumstances can make any human leave this world with bitterness and regret.
That to me is the scariest scenario to have as a reality. My main goal in life is to leave this world filled with hope and wonder.
Everyone DESERVES to love life the moment they die. If there is anything i can do to inspire that thinking, i would feel fulfilled in my career.
Other than the hell experience that school puts one through, i am a person who wants to find who i truly am. Not just me as the sum of my experiences, but the "me" i never new existed. I hope that Dimethyltryptamine can show me. The various substances i have done in my all-to-hectic past has shown me the good the bad and the ugly, what i now want to see is if there truly is a universal oneness. Not hope for one anymore. I want to witness it.
If school has taught me one thing it is to question EVERYTHING. I have successfully wiped the slate clean. I went from a Mormon from birth to age 18 to a New Age hippie, then onto Norse Mythology, then Buddhism. After so much searching i cam to the realization that what if EVERYONE is wrong. There is no way to prove any of it unless i witness it myself.
Once i realized that i decided to start at ground one at only believing in science(atheism). Atheism is something that i respect because they accept that they are wrong. 99% of religions believe they have the #1 answer.
That is why i am here. I don't want to hope something exists anymore. I want to witness it for myself. I want to see if what the Buddhist masters says is true. I want to see if what Don Juan said is true. I want to be an active searcher for other dimensions that mathematicians say is out there.
So that is why i am here.
My first attempt with extraction is Q21Q21 tek using MHRB.
For being a complete noob with anything dealing with chemistry, Q21Q21's tek was super easy for me to understand and get a sizable yield on my first attempt. I am doing my 3rd pull at the moment.
Now that i got some spice i find myself coming up with reasons not to do it now. I know i am being a chicken, but i don't want to blast off my first go with this.
So my reason at the moment is i am waiting for a scale to arrive by mail today. Once i get that scale i wonder what my next excuse will be.
This is fun, but a bit scary.
