IntoTheVoid
Rising Star
My first official "Hello all" post to the Nexus. I've been scowering through countless hours of posts and reading as much as possible. What a great group/community here, and I have tried many only to find myself logging off never to return. The maturity and passion here is unlike any I have experienced, matches my own and I appreciate that. I have been answering the questions section for awhile now. Some stump me but others I can answer with a little searching... Seems like a dauntless task and there seems to be no end. I persist though and hope to finish them to complete another step into becoming a full member.
DMT tracked me down one night through a friend, a brother from another mother. I was at his house attending a rather large tripping party near a small lake on his property. As the night was drawing to an end and I was about to leave his girlfriend, him and I retreated to a small fire and he asked me if I wanted to try it. Of course I said yes. At this point in time I've never heard of DMT but I was quickly informed of its purpose and what my intentions should be. He loaded a glass stem and I took my first toke. Wasn't harsh, held it deep, and slowly out. Felt a little off and the noise coming into my earshot became different. I quickly was rushed into the second pull... Same as first but I tried for more inhale. By the time I got the last bit out of my lungs I was in a completely different headspace. My company respected my journey as they sat quietly which I so much appreciated then and now. The geometric shapes and Aztec colors flowed effertlessly about my vision. Dancing about like it had its own thought process, it felt me looking at them and would change direction and intensity as my interest became more peeked on the intentions of these visions. My friends' faces took on new shapes and meanings. I started to hear music and felt a great deal of love fill me up. My body was heavy and felt as though I didn't need it. By breath was taken away and I was covered in a blanket of a sensory overload that I felt familiar with and comfortable but yet so alien and full of information. I tried to concentrate but couldn't due to my astonishment. I closed my eyes and told them I loved them and watched as my reality started to slowly come back.
I'll never forget that night. It synergized well with the LSD tabs and shrooms I took earlier in the night too. Since then I was very curious and began my journey to understanding the unknown only to find there are others out there that share the same interest. I informed myself enough to extract my first mimosa batch, which was successful and the rest is history.
I just started a batch tonight with my first go around with Acacia from Hawaii. Soaking 200g's over night in distilled water to soften the material. Going to blend it in the morning and proceed with an A/B extract tomorrow morning with a backsalt and mini A/B defat and freeze. I'm excited again about revisiting. It's been several months of integrating and living life that I had a small voice or feeling to inform me that I need to revisit, there is something that needs to be shown to me. I've collected some caapi leaves to infuse which will be new to me. I'm also seriously considering making an aya brew in the near future. This molecule has me so curious.
So, thank you for reading and having me here. I'll try and keep up with all the new posts and try and add as much to the conversations as I can. I will also keep you posted with my Acacia extract and outcome with details and pictures.... That's if your interested.
Just to add before I drift asleep and dream of my good intentions of this next batch... The biggest peak of my interest is that the visions I seen and feelings I felt were unlike anything I experienced. They were deliberate and right in front of me. It wasn't something like any other psychedelic where the effects were questionable and distorted (did I see that or not). It was solid, high definition and had intelligence so to speak. Finding through a little studying that our bodies and minds are wired to receive these things interested me more. It's not just an accident that our bodies react to this molecule the way it does. How can an experience like that be so, well.... real in a sense. Like flipping a switch to a different reality that is equally as real as the one I'm so accustom to.
Namaste
DMT tracked me down one night through a friend, a brother from another mother. I was at his house attending a rather large tripping party near a small lake on his property. As the night was drawing to an end and I was about to leave his girlfriend, him and I retreated to a small fire and he asked me if I wanted to try it. Of course I said yes. At this point in time I've never heard of DMT but I was quickly informed of its purpose and what my intentions should be. He loaded a glass stem and I took my first toke. Wasn't harsh, held it deep, and slowly out. Felt a little off and the noise coming into my earshot became different. I quickly was rushed into the second pull... Same as first but I tried for more inhale. By the time I got the last bit out of my lungs I was in a completely different headspace. My company respected my journey as they sat quietly which I so much appreciated then and now. The geometric shapes and Aztec colors flowed effertlessly about my vision. Dancing about like it had its own thought process, it felt me looking at them and would change direction and intensity as my interest became more peeked on the intentions of these visions. My friends' faces took on new shapes and meanings. I started to hear music and felt a great deal of love fill me up. My body was heavy and felt as though I didn't need it. By breath was taken away and I was covered in a blanket of a sensory overload that I felt familiar with and comfortable but yet so alien and full of information. I tried to concentrate but couldn't due to my astonishment. I closed my eyes and told them I loved them and watched as my reality started to slowly come back.
I'll never forget that night. It synergized well with the LSD tabs and shrooms I took earlier in the night too. Since then I was very curious and began my journey to understanding the unknown only to find there are others out there that share the same interest. I informed myself enough to extract my first mimosa batch, which was successful and the rest is history.
I just started a batch tonight with my first go around with Acacia from Hawaii. Soaking 200g's over night in distilled water to soften the material. Going to blend it in the morning and proceed with an A/B extract tomorrow morning with a backsalt and mini A/B defat and freeze. I'm excited again about revisiting. It's been several months of integrating and living life that I had a small voice or feeling to inform me that I need to revisit, there is something that needs to be shown to me. I've collected some caapi leaves to infuse which will be new to me. I'm also seriously considering making an aya brew in the near future. This molecule has me so curious.
So, thank you for reading and having me here. I'll try and keep up with all the new posts and try and add as much to the conversations as I can. I will also keep you posted with my Acacia extract and outcome with details and pictures.... That's if your interested.
Just to add before I drift asleep and dream of my good intentions of this next batch... The biggest peak of my interest is that the visions I seen and feelings I felt were unlike anything I experienced. They were deliberate and right in front of me. It wasn't something like any other psychedelic where the effects were questionable and distorted (did I see that or not). It was solid, high definition and had intelligence so to speak. Finding through a little studying that our bodies and minds are wired to receive these things interested me more. It's not just an accident that our bodies react to this molecule the way it does. How can an experience like that be so, well.... real in a sense. Like flipping a switch to a different reality that is equally as real as the one I'm so accustom to.
Namaste
