flowersniffer
Rising Star
Hi! I’d like to start by sending much love and gratitude to all members of the Nexus. I’ve been lurking around this site for a while gaining knowledge and insight from your experiences and I doff my cap to you, fearless explorers. I feel you are the vanguard of the new humanity which will have to emerge if we as a race want to continue sharing space on the Earth.
My path to the molecule (I have yet to take DMT, but have the raw materials on hand) has taken me all of 45 years. I’ve been aware of DMT for a long time, but always thought of it as something rare and exotic that would never pass through my neck of the woods. From my late teens through till my early 30’s I had many experiences with Acid and mushrooms which I enjoyed immensely and which did an awful lot to shape the person that I am today. Although, after reading trip reports on the net it’s apparent to me that I never really took a visionary dose, although Acid especially, gave me many insights and lessons.
I’m lucky enough to be happy with my life and the way I live and I express love and gratitude to the Universe for everything I have every day. What more could I want you may ask! and indeed, I have been asking myself this very question. The answer seems to be, how can I become a better husband and father? How may I help us reach our full potentials? How may I learn more about who and what we really are? These questions started playing on my mind more and more and it kind of became my focus to find healing, growth and self knowledge and to this end I started thinking about having a psychedelic experience again, which in turn led me to thinking about DMT, which in turn led me here!:d
At first I was attracted to the smoked DMT experience (I still am!) but after a long and fruitless search for the required solvents, Aya is now my way forward.
Some of the experience reports I’ve read on the Nexus struck a real chord with me and I have a strong sense of being called to experience these states, although I’m a little nervous I feel as ready as I’ll ever be.
I have, over the last month, begun journeying with vine only brews, starting very small and working my way up and find myself now at a point where I have many questions to ask those with more experience than I before I take my next steps. I’ll post those questions over in the first questions for info section, as this post is in danger of getting too long.
So thanks again, fellow Nexians, for the many hours I’ve had of learning from your experiences, as the time approaches for me to journey beyond the veil, I’m happy and comforted in the knowledge that a community of like minded souls exists who will be able to guide me and help me if I need.
OM MANE PADME HUM
My path to the molecule (I have yet to take DMT, but have the raw materials on hand) has taken me all of 45 years. I’ve been aware of DMT for a long time, but always thought of it as something rare and exotic that would never pass through my neck of the woods. From my late teens through till my early 30’s I had many experiences with Acid and mushrooms which I enjoyed immensely and which did an awful lot to shape the person that I am today. Although, after reading trip reports on the net it’s apparent to me that I never really took a visionary dose, although Acid especially, gave me many insights and lessons.
I’m lucky enough to be happy with my life and the way I live and I express love and gratitude to the Universe for everything I have every day. What more could I want you may ask! and indeed, I have been asking myself this very question. The answer seems to be, how can I become a better husband and father? How may I help us reach our full potentials? How may I learn more about who and what we really are? These questions started playing on my mind more and more and it kind of became my focus to find healing, growth and self knowledge and to this end I started thinking about having a psychedelic experience again, which in turn led me to thinking about DMT, which in turn led me here!:d
At first I was attracted to the smoked DMT experience (I still am!) but after a long and fruitless search for the required solvents, Aya is now my way forward.
Some of the experience reports I’ve read on the Nexus struck a real chord with me and I have a strong sense of being called to experience these states, although I’m a little nervous I feel as ready as I’ll ever be.
I have, over the last month, begun journeying with vine only brews, starting very small and working my way up and find myself now at a point where I have many questions to ask those with more experience than I before I take my next steps. I’ll post those questions over in the first questions for info section, as this post is in danger of getting too long.
So thanks again, fellow Nexians, for the many hours I’ve had of learning from your experiences, as the time approaches for me to journey beyond the veil, I’m happy and comforted in the knowledge that a community of like minded souls exists who will be able to guide me and help me if I need.
OM MANE PADME HUM
