"Sounds like you're in for a surprise."

Teehee. Indeed.

GT, I'm not sure about your approach, I can't relate much, but I hope you find what you're looking for. If you're in it to "get high", honestly, I don't think this is the right substance, but I'd love to hear about your experience if you do try. Please come back and post. I'd love to get your perspective on it, we all tend to get very serious about this stuff as you've certainly read.

Be safe, go into it with an open mind.