Hi Zukala,

Welcome to the Nexus.  Thank you so much for taking the time to really look around, as well as taking the time to post an essay that is a nice introduction of yourself.  Much appreciated.

Sounds like you have had a lot of drug experience.  How did you like DMT?  Was it smoked or oral?  Did it give you any answers in your search, or like the majority of us, just more questions?

Do you have a focus in your life - you know career, education, family, belief system/philosophy?  Or do you find yourself constantly just searching and trying/seeking new things out?  Anything else you'd care to share would be appreciated.

Glad to see another lurker signed up.

Again, a warm welcome to you.