I had smoked it with one of my best friends in the forest at night. It gave me no proper answers, but it did indeed perplex me.

I am used to extreme alterations in my consciousness in a short period of time due to my practice of astral projection, but the experience interested me merely for the fact that entities began to bound towards me and my friend out of the darkness. Normally, I haven't had any entities interested in me while tripping except for a very unfortunate occurrence while on LSD.

Strange and colorful orange entities just kind of...bounced toward us; comical and playful things, they seemed just as curious about the two people sitting in an old grave in the forest at night as we were about them. I also felt an interesting merging with the plant life that was around us.

An intriguing experience to say the least, and one that is sadly hard to recreate, as DMT is so very hard to find where I am living. But it did add another step upon my path wisdom-searching.

Mm, I have been drawn towards more paths than I can count, and there is one thing i've learned: we are constantly changing beings, we should not seek to follow any path created by others, rather we should pave our own path, and add to it the useful tidbits we learn from observing and dipping into the paths of others.

My own personal belief system is a heavy mix of Buddhist/Yogic philosophy, protection aspects of Western occultism, a few tidbits taken from the Christian and Catholic religions, some beliefs taken from the neo-shamanic movement and of course, my own personal conclusions and revelations had during contemplative meditation and the journey through life.

As for my focus, I have the tendency to teeter-totter between utter contentedness and a fiery drive to learn more, create, experience, and explore. These phases can last days, months, years. I no longer search for happiness, nor "enlightenment", as I know these things are within me and cannot be found in external things, yet I believe my search for wisdom shall never end.