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Terciel

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Dear Nexus community,

I would like to begin my first post by telling a little bit about myself, in particular the part of me that is relevant to this forum. I first experienced altered states of consciousness at a party with some of my close friends. One of whom i will call jim had brought some marijuana to the party. I was still young at the time only 16. Up until that point i had had mixed feelings regarding drugs. Through the experiences of people i knew, i had already realized that marijuana is far less damaging than alcohol.

Back to the story. Jim was anxious to try it and so he i and another friend whom i will call mike left the party and went to mike's house where we would be free to try the drug. I found the experience and the many experiences that came afterward to be quite interesting and enjoyable. Marijuana apart from being a good time also began to kindle a sense of spirituality in me that i had not known before.

I was on the verge of a sort of rebirth out of my old self into an entirely different person who i feel is a much better person in this world. Fast forward several years from that first experience. i was given the opportunity to procure some mushrooms which contained psilocybin. i took the opportunity and several days later proceeded to take roughly 1.5gs of them feeling this would be a good starting dose.

That first experience was life changing. prior to that point i had been culturing a sort of pseudo-spiritualism that was quite shallow and empty. Even though that first experience with an entheogen was just a taste as i would later find out. since that point i have had various experiences with mushrooms, cacti, and LSA containing seeds all of which have thought me a great deal.

I stumbled upon this forum one day on my quests for knowledge about hallucinogens and in particular entheogens. i have been interested in DMT for a while but have been cautious about attempting an extraction because i do not want to just go ahead an do it. i feel it will be better if i take a considerable amount of time in making that decision. I hope the people on the forum, will be able to guide and to educate me as i take my first steps to truly pursuing responsible spice use.

If you took the time to read this i thank you.

-terciel
 
Welcome to the Nexus! Sounds like you have the perfect motivations. We're all on the journey, just at different stages. Be cool, be well!
 
Hey there,

Im in the same boat than you and havent tasted the spice yet. But I think you're ''what can it teach me attitude'' relating to entheogen is a very important thing.

Looking forward to share with you,

Ac.
 
Welcome Terciel! Dreamer hasn't smoked DMT in a long time now, but it is something you never forget... at least, the bits you remember you never forget!

I'm an old man now I guess and I want to say one thing to you... weed is enlightening, useful and fun at first but be careful not to disrespect yourself through over use (as dreamer did in his youth), for some it can eventually take over and cause imbalance and heartache. Dreamer tried all he thought might be useful and he has decided at 30 that cacti and ayawaska are the only entheos that he would seriously recommend to his own children. Just one guy's opinion, you may hear different from others. Respect the enthoegens and you will be fine. You sound like you have a very responsible attitude anyway, I'm sure you will go on to experience great things along your own chosen path :)
 
I agree with you about weed. I have already begun to move away from its use because of several reasons. It sort of opened the door for me however compared to the other experiences i have had it seems sort of shallow and dirty almost. I also tend to not like a large number of the people involved in the drug trade and would rather not be involved with it.
 
It's awesome that you've caught on about the drug trade so quickly. It took me years to sort out my social circles due to it. Even people that seemed like friends could shift so quickly. Sometimes I think that is one of the tools used to control the medicines; the more negative energy around them, the less they can help. Control poisons the entheogens in more ways than just tainting the synthetics.
 
Hey there, welcome to the Nexus.

Watch out for that weed, it has a very subtle way of working into your daily life. That said, I've had many a nice times with it, but I'm glad I've kicked that habbit.

Hope you enjoy your stay.
 
good to meet you! I hope you find what you're looking for here. Look forward to hearing more from you.
 
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