Welcome Denargle,

Great introduction, though gammagore's comment is keeping it real. 

I am glad you found the Nexus.  Your trip report is amazing and I suspect you will have more profound journeys to come.  You're on the right track with your intention to extract your own spice . . . nothing is better other than perhaps growing your own MHRB . . . then extracting your own spice.  Same principles as growing your own weed or 'shrooms.  You control the quality of what you put into your body. 

Bravo!

Peace & Love,

Pandora