Desire Meaningful Truth
Rising Star
Hello Fellow Travellers!
I've just had the most meaningful, amazing, spiritual, and my god... VISUAL trip of my life!
Everything anyone's ever said about DMT was true! Down the very tiniest of details.
The onset was rather mild, and I remembered to hold the vapour in for as long as possible. I started to feel really weird, but it wasn't too overwhelming - the first few moments were kinda strange until it transitioned into the full trip.
I kept hearing this really extraordinary voice that would vibrate and communicate with every atom in my body.
But this wasn't the normal way you'd perceive hearing, or FEELING for that matter. The 'feeling' then transformed into an intricate flowing mandala, that was filled with images of landscapes and they had this 'everythingness in nothingness' quality about them. Each one was connected to the next, but they weren't logical, or mathematical. And they would flow in and out of each other. This is the first trip I've experienced entity contact as well. Something never really encountered during my first few trips. A lady, who kinda just appeared out of these patterns, who had the extraordinary ability to show me what would comfort me the most at any particular point while I was in her presence*. Then it was as if I was letting go, and saying goodbye, but I didn't want to, so she would appear again - always happy to see me. It was truly a mysterious experience, and really difficult to integrate into normal everyday life.
*Mostly just being in her presence was fascinating. She did do some really cool things like play around with the visions I was having. Like our minds were melded as one. Which kinda freaked me out a bit. But she would always find a way of distracting me from any bad feelings that I was having. Definitely the most positive being I've ever met.
My first trip was a little bit different, a lot more intense, and a lot more confusing. The voice I heard was a lot more distorted, and filled with really heavy universal truths that overwhelmed me for what seemed like a very long time. I wasn't experiencing terror, but it was like watching a really scary movie and not being able to do anything about it. The breakthrough however, was far more energetic and hyper! I felt every fibre of my being get spun in every different direction at once, my body was propelled to pirouetting maddeningly around the room. Luckily my friends were there to help me through this dizzying ordeal. There were very computer centric elements to the patterns I was experiencing. The continuum that i'd just broken into was so unbelievably energized that I couldn't concentrate on any one thing about the trip. I was playing mario kart at the time on his 64, the visuals GOT WAAAAAY TOO AWESOME! Like if infinity, met infinity, and decided to play mario kart - this is what would happen (Um, it's very hard to articulate the specifics of the alternate universe mario kart - but it felt like having the golden mushroom, and the star at the same time.) :lol:
It was without doubt the most intense experience I've ever had in my life. I was in full control of what was happening in the game. I couldn't believe what was happening, and every-time I had that thought, something crazier and even more unbelievable would happen.
The layers of the trip then collapsed into this thing which I call, the state of ultimate happiness. But it's very fleeting once you get there. Because you have this feeling in the back of your mind that everything has to end. And this is what brings you out of the trip.
Nobody wants to leave these magical dimensions, but for some reason - we all have to.
I've just had the most meaningful, amazing, spiritual, and my god... VISUAL trip of my life!
Everything anyone's ever said about DMT was true! Down the very tiniest of details.
The onset was rather mild, and I remembered to hold the vapour in for as long as possible. I started to feel really weird, but it wasn't too overwhelming - the first few moments were kinda strange until it transitioned into the full trip.
I kept hearing this really extraordinary voice that would vibrate and communicate with every atom in my body.
But this wasn't the normal way you'd perceive hearing, or FEELING for that matter. The 'feeling' then transformed into an intricate flowing mandala, that was filled with images of landscapes and they had this 'everythingness in nothingness' quality about them. Each one was connected to the next, but they weren't logical, or mathematical. And they would flow in and out of each other. This is the first trip I've experienced entity contact as well. Something never really encountered during my first few trips. A lady, who kinda just appeared out of these patterns, who had the extraordinary ability to show me what would comfort me the most at any particular point while I was in her presence*. Then it was as if I was letting go, and saying goodbye, but I didn't want to, so she would appear again - always happy to see me. It was truly a mysterious experience, and really difficult to integrate into normal everyday life.
*Mostly just being in her presence was fascinating. She did do some really cool things like play around with the visions I was having. Like our minds were melded as one. Which kinda freaked me out a bit. But she would always find a way of distracting me from any bad feelings that I was having. Definitely the most positive being I've ever met.
My first trip was a little bit different, a lot more intense, and a lot more confusing. The voice I heard was a lot more distorted, and filled with really heavy universal truths that overwhelmed me for what seemed like a very long time. I wasn't experiencing terror, but it was like watching a really scary movie and not being able to do anything about it. The breakthrough however, was far more energetic and hyper! I felt every fibre of my being get spun in every different direction at once, my body was propelled to pirouetting maddeningly around the room. Luckily my friends were there to help me through this dizzying ordeal. There were very computer centric elements to the patterns I was experiencing. The continuum that i'd just broken into was so unbelievably energized that I couldn't concentrate on any one thing about the trip. I was playing mario kart at the time on his 64, the visuals GOT WAAAAAY TOO AWESOME! Like if infinity, met infinity, and decided to play mario kart - this is what would happen (Um, it's very hard to articulate the specifics of the alternate universe mario kart - but it felt like having the golden mushroom, and the star at the same time.) :lol:
It was without doubt the most intense experience I've ever had in my life. I was in full control of what was happening in the game. I couldn't believe what was happening, and every-time I had that thought, something crazier and even more unbelievable would happen.
The layers of the trip then collapsed into this thing which I call, the state of ultimate happiness. But it's very fleeting once you get there. Because you have this feeling in the back of your mind that everything has to end. And this is what brings you out of the trip.
Nobody wants to leave these magical dimensions, but for some reason - we all have to.
