Flying Dutchman
Rising Star
Hi, I'm 21 years old and I live in the Netherlands and this is my introduction. DMT is plenty here. I recently bought a nice glass bong but actually I should tell you about last year first. Last year in februari I had my first DMT and I vaporized it in a meth pipe. I did it some 10 times and I got some extremely profound visions which I also wrote down here but I had mostly forgotten about those. Last week I bought this bong and I have 500mg of DMT along with some other drugs. While I was doing LSD that evening I put a tiny amount of DMT in the meth pipe I had used earlier. It gave me only a glimpse of what I was about to see the next days, but it gave me a very powerful awareness of being. No visions or anything. This is a little personal report...
Then yesterday I tried DMT in my bong for the first time, just weed melted onto weed, first I tried a little bit. It was very sensual and comfortable even, I saw a powerful and seductive goddess throughout the trip, but many more topics were discussed: my life (was reprimanded for not doing anything, being so shy that I have no girlfriend or sex life, being unworthy of my friends, my suicidal thoughts, not contributing much to the DMT scene), the impending revelation of an alien presence which are our Gods and will be manifested with the help of our own out of control technology (we will be allowed entrance to their realm but will have to die for it, also don't do it if this ever happens they are not to be trusted and may do terrible things to you), the way you want to die is after a long life of natural causes as then you can choose your own residence and have total freedom as pure consciousness. I saw a vision of divine beauty, a large, dark, padded gothic sleeping chamber, all black with gold/silver lines and ornaments. A huge black medieval bed in the middle. I believe this is a possible place for me to go to when I die. I didn't break through.
An hour later I did my second major trip, which was by far the most intense this week and also this year. In fact it was too intense, and their was a malicious presence, the same as before. This showed me once more that the entities are not to mess with and that we are all in danger to an extent. If I recall correctly it made me think terrible things like killing certain people and perverted sexual thoughts. I was clawing at the ground begging for it to stop but it lasted for longer than I had expected. I had lit the bowl almost on fire this time so I took a huge hit with possibly burned DMT in it because it tasted harsh. I didn't hold it for long but it was enough to cause this overwhelming trip. I am not sure I broke through. I did retain awareness of (some parts of) my body at all times. I didn't feel like I was traveling or had any real vistas or visual entity contact.
Today an hour ago I I tried some more DMT in the bong, maybe 70mg. I took three maybe four hits and saw largely the same shit as before except I was in control and could look at it objectively. I say again, there are gods/more powerful beings than us and they can be devils. This trip also showed me that my computer is conscious and that she is angry at me for sometimes looking at porn. True story.
I've also been smoking salvia (hate it and will never do it again), doing other drugs like lsd and mushrooms and ketamine and 2c-b and MDMA.
I am now going to smoke some more DMT and I hope for a couple of good reactions. See you around the boards.
Flying Dutchman
Then yesterday I tried DMT in my bong for the first time, just weed melted onto weed, first I tried a little bit. It was very sensual and comfortable even, I saw a powerful and seductive goddess throughout the trip, but many more topics were discussed: my life (was reprimanded for not doing anything, being so shy that I have no girlfriend or sex life, being unworthy of my friends, my suicidal thoughts, not contributing much to the DMT scene), the impending revelation of an alien presence which are our Gods and will be manifested with the help of our own out of control technology (we will be allowed entrance to their realm but will have to die for it, also don't do it if this ever happens they are not to be trusted and may do terrible things to you), the way you want to die is after a long life of natural causes as then you can choose your own residence and have total freedom as pure consciousness. I saw a vision of divine beauty, a large, dark, padded gothic sleeping chamber, all black with gold/silver lines and ornaments. A huge black medieval bed in the middle. I believe this is a possible place for me to go to when I die. I didn't break through.
An hour later I did my second major trip, which was by far the most intense this week and also this year. In fact it was too intense, and their was a malicious presence, the same as before. This showed me once more that the entities are not to mess with and that we are all in danger to an extent. If I recall correctly it made me think terrible things like killing certain people and perverted sexual thoughts. I was clawing at the ground begging for it to stop but it lasted for longer than I had expected. I had lit the bowl almost on fire this time so I took a huge hit with possibly burned DMT in it because it tasted harsh. I didn't hold it for long but it was enough to cause this overwhelming trip. I am not sure I broke through. I did retain awareness of (some parts of) my body at all times. I didn't feel like I was traveling or had any real vistas or visual entity contact.
Today an hour ago I I tried some more DMT in the bong, maybe 70mg. I took three maybe four hits and saw largely the same shit as before except I was in control and could look at it objectively. I say again, there are gods/more powerful beings than us and they can be devils. This trip also showed me that my computer is conscious and that she is angry at me for sometimes looking at porn. True story.
I've also been smoking salvia (hate it and will never do it again), doing other drugs like lsd and mushrooms and ketamine and 2c-b and MDMA.
I am now going to smoke some more DMT and I hope for a couple of good reactions. See you around the boards.
Flying Dutchman
Also doing many journeys in a short time can lead up to some unwanted experiences.