Happiest trip i've ever had on 45mg of DMT

[hostilis]

Okay, well to start the story of this off so that you can understand the relevance to my life this trip was. I just recently lost a job, and found out that i might be staying in a cell for a little while because i missed a drug test. So i have been pretty stressed out. Last night me and my girl friend (Melissa) decided to put on some chill electronic music and blast off. She is really good at spinning poi and we had some blue and green glow sticks so we turned the lights off and she began to spin. I loaded 45 MG into my GVG and took the first hit. I was watching the poi and they started to leave trails that expanded and turned into fractal patterns. I decided to take the rest of the dose, so, I took a big hit from the pipe... The room swirled into a giant kaleidoscopic spiral of fractal visuals and with a rushing/flying sensation i broke through completely.
The next thing i remember is this amazingly beautiful bright light like a sun in front of me that was rising and setting repeatedly and there were beautiful orange, purple, blue, green, and pink pastel colors mixing and spiraling and moving around me almost like a painting of a sunset was being made all around me. I tried to remember what i did to get there and i couldn't think of it. I couldn't remember where i really was and i began to think i died and went to heaven. I began to start crying thinking about my family and where i was in life and that i couldn't leave. I began seeing images of different parts of my life flashing in my minds eye. Then i see in the distance in the sun like light an Egyptian Pharaoh looking entity was moving near to me. I recall seeing a head dress like the Pharaohs used to wear but it had weird snakes or vines coming out of the back. The entity moved close to me and i tried to fully comprehend what i was looking at when he reached out and touched my soul. I suddenly realized that my life has more meaning and that everything is going to work out no matter what happens. I haven't felt this happy for a while so i tried to say thank you but i slipped away and then it was all white. It was almost blinding but it calmed me and then i started to come back.
I opened my eyes and my Melissa was still dancing but she was right in front of me this time. Emotions flooded my brain and i started tearing cause i was so happy. I was still in a trance trying to remember all what happened when melissa began asking me what happened because she saw my tears. When i completely came down i immediately wrote it down and then melissa decided to blast off as well. This trip has recently changed my outlook on life and i am very thankful that i was given this experience. It was different than any experience i have had in the past and it was almost all happy other that the part where i believed i had died. It was almost a death/rebirth experience (which i have had before) but it was less tramatic than my other death/rebirth experiences. Very full of happy feelings at the end. Overall it was a good trip.

 

[Soy sauce]

It sounds like you had a really nice experience.

The rapidly rising/setting sun type imagine sounds amazing.

Your Pharaoh, interests me the most. In my come down last night, I saw somebody quite similar to what you describe. Vines/snakes coming from the head/back of the head area. Mine was.. very, Mayan though. Just.. his facial features. Only saw outlines of him, in the usual darkness you see behind your eyes.
It seems like, everytime you went to think back upon your actual life, something/someone would pop up, just to make you remember, you're still here, leave all that stuff alone for now. Him touching you, your soul, was, reassuring you that it's all alright around here. No need to really worry. Things may feel/be weird, but, they're only just that. To our senses.. anyways.

I haven't felt this happy for a while so i tried to say thank you but i slipped away and then it was all white.

I think here, you trying to even think about saying, or thinking, or, anything relating to the body, is what sent you back. My most recent journey, something sort of similar happened.
I had to think for a second, if this was actually me I was seeing, (I was watching somebody else do something..) or, if I had done something to myself to be able to see such things. Once that hit my head, everything shook, became fuzzy, and slowly just up and left. I was back to fractals, and colors. And, I kind of missed watching that person.
I think, that the spice, fills up every single sense, to capacity, and thensome. Once everything's full, and buzzing, if you get just a bit more in, that bit, goes above and beyond just filling senses, and connects you, to this other conscienceness/timespace/not really reality, but, a certain reality.
That trip last night.. was something special. To far off track.

It seems like your Pharaoh saw/knew everything along with you, that was bothering you. He reached into you, and told you not to be scared. Not to worry. Sometimes.. the worrying itself can be alot more damaging than the actual problem. Not always, of course.. cell time ain't no laughing matter, I had a scare like that, but it was due to a rather unsavory person I used to associate with, and I had to go through a year long court process, to eventually have the whole thing thrown out at the last minute, because the defendants never showed up.
You'll find a new job eventually, and hopefully, that missed drug test will be worked out smoothly.
The spice(and I) just wants to let you know that everything will work out. Don't be stressed. If you really deserve it, and I mean really, it'll happen. If not, you'll just end up being a little more wiser.

 

[zombicyckel]

Beautiful report!! indeed all thing will always work out. Dont worry, be happy as bob marley puts it thanks for sharing. Would love to have such an experience sometime but as you learned, all thing will work out

 

[hostilis]

Thank you soy sauce. The entity i saw seemed egyptian but i do recall seeing mayan designs around him. For some reason i see those two types of cultural art in my visuals a lot. And i do feel like that being saw kind of what was going on with me and wanted to help me out. I wish i could have stayed a bit longer than i did and try to communicate with him but it didn't happen.

 

[Orion]

Sounds like you gained some perspective. That's the beauty of DMT, even though it can show you things beyond your wildest dreams, it can help you realise just how awesome reality itself is. Great report.