liltinktink
Rising Star
- Merits
- 42
Hello all:!: soo I finally got enough nerve to try for another brkthrough...it was absolutely amazing!! Although I can't remember most of the exciting details I had this overwhelming feeling of happiness, as if I could pass it on by breathing onto some1. I don't know the last time I just naturally felt soo good. Anyways I will try my best to explain the little bits n pieces I do recall.... so there i was laying on my dads couch & after 1 really good toke I closed my eyes & I was "gone", the main room was a beautiful ocean blue,( the kind that u would see on a vacation commercial) there was this child-like entity & I watched it grow up & I could see all its stages of life as it got bigger. I had what seemed like a 360 view of everything going on at the same time & it seemed like whatever way I would look towards something different was going on. Everything was happening soo fast that I was pretty much forgetting as it would pass me by.
I was not aware of my body or myself but I could hear my dad speaking to me & I wondered where the heck the voice was coming from, (almost like god was speaking to me w/o showing himself) everytime I would try to focus on something to relay it to my dad instantly the scene would change & felt like the entities would not let me use my human knowledge or smarts, like they wanted me to just enjoy the view or like they didn't want me to share. Then I kept noticing this women who nvr stayed the same she was always changing but I always knew it was her & it was like she was holding something as to let me know she was nurturing & it was a very comforting feeling! At one point the entities were laughing at me & taunting me & I did not like it so my dad told me to tell them to go away & leave me alone so I did (telepathicly) &they listened!! Then for some reason I wanted to look down & I realized that something totally different was going on down there...it was like a whole new world of Egyptian symbols & Egyptian clothed entities & I got caught up in the awe & didn't wanna stop looking.
While I was watching all of this I could always see the nurturing women who seemed to be trying to show me something or give me a message but she didn't want me to share it so she made it difficult to focus on what she was doing.. then I started to hear a a weird noise, it started out like some1 was beating on a hand drum & then followed with a chanting. The chanting was very disturbing to me & I felt like I was not supposed to hear it but I had no choice but to listen bcus I had no way to shut off my ears, & that's when I realized I could no longer hear myself taking deep breaths!! During all this I had no sense of my body or where it was but it didn't bother me at all. I started to feel it wear off & when I opened my eyes I was shocked bcus I did not remember being at my dads house laying on the couch!! I started to look around & there's a very long vine hanging plant in the room & when I looked over at it I could see it had life & it was breathing it was very exciting & I yelled for my dad to check it out & see if he could see it breathing but he couldn't! It was very cool.
So we ended our session with great conversation & I stepped outside to smoke a cig., it was dark outside & along the back of the house my dad has some plants growing. I turned to look at them & they were all reaching out like they wanted me to hug them, that was kinda weird & I asked why do all the plants want to hug me? Then my dad turned the light on & they looked like totally different normal plants!!
So in conclusion even though I can't remember most of it, it was the greatest thing ice ever experienced. I was feeling a little bad for my dad though bcus he tried again as well but had the same exact scene going on as his first time & I was disturbing to him that everything was the same. I think maybe he didn't smoke enough sobbed had to much control & was able to open his eyes right away to get out of it! Has that happened to anyone else, where they had the same exact vision twice?? What the heck does that mean? Is it possibly bcus he needs to finish his original brkthrough? Or mayb there's a message in it for him that he did not receive the 1st time? & since he didn't finish again will he encounter the same vision the next time too? Just trying to get some input or knowledge on the matter so I might be able to help him feel more comfortable!!
My 1st brkthrough was pretty scary & disturbing that it bothered me for a couple weeks. I wasn't able to get to sleep very easily at night, I was very scared when I closed my eyes & saw nothing but total darkness & a lot of the times I swear I would see things clot or run past me outta the corner of my eye! Soo I was very nervous & uncomfortable to try it again,but I finally did & I'm so happy & excited that I did do it:thumb_up: :thumb_up: well that just about sums up my trip report. I hope to get some feedback I love reading everybody's comments, oh & if anyone has some tips on how to better process or slow down my brkthroughs so I can actually remember them, that would be greatly appreciated!!! Def. Looking forward to trying it again!!....
oh & 1 last question has anyone else ever heard chanting or anything u felt u were supposed to listen to??
I was not aware of my body or myself but I could hear my dad speaking to me & I wondered where the heck the voice was coming from, (almost like god was speaking to me w/o showing himself) everytime I would try to focus on something to relay it to my dad instantly the scene would change & felt like the entities would not let me use my human knowledge or smarts, like they wanted me to just enjoy the view or like they didn't want me to share. Then I kept noticing this women who nvr stayed the same she was always changing but I always knew it was her & it was like she was holding something as to let me know she was nurturing & it was a very comforting feeling! At one point the entities were laughing at me & taunting me & I did not like it so my dad told me to tell them to go away & leave me alone so I did (telepathicly) &they listened!! Then for some reason I wanted to look down & I realized that something totally different was going on down there...it was like a whole new world of Egyptian symbols & Egyptian clothed entities & I got caught up in the awe & didn't wanna stop looking.
While I was watching all of this I could always see the nurturing women who seemed to be trying to show me something or give me a message but she didn't want me to share it so she made it difficult to focus on what she was doing.. then I started to hear a a weird noise, it started out like some1 was beating on a hand drum & then followed with a chanting. The chanting was very disturbing to me & I felt like I was not supposed to hear it but I had no choice but to listen bcus I had no way to shut off my ears, & that's when I realized I could no longer hear myself taking deep breaths!! During all this I had no sense of my body or where it was but it didn't bother me at all. I started to feel it wear off & when I opened my eyes I was shocked bcus I did not remember being at my dads house laying on the couch!! I started to look around & there's a very long vine hanging plant in the room & when I looked over at it I could see it had life & it was breathing it was very exciting & I yelled for my dad to check it out & see if he could see it breathing but he couldn't! It was very cool.
So we ended our session with great conversation & I stepped outside to smoke a cig., it was dark outside & along the back of the house my dad has some plants growing. I turned to look at them & they were all reaching out like they wanted me to hug them, that was kinda weird & I asked why do all the plants want to hug me? Then my dad turned the light on & they looked like totally different normal plants!!
So in conclusion even though I can't remember most of it, it was the greatest thing ice ever experienced. I was feeling a little bad for my dad though bcus he tried again as well but had the same exact scene going on as his first time & I was disturbing to him that everything was the same. I think maybe he didn't smoke enough sobbed had to much control & was able to open his eyes right away to get out of it! Has that happened to anyone else, where they had the same exact vision twice?? What the heck does that mean? Is it possibly bcus he needs to finish his original brkthrough? Or mayb there's a message in it for him that he did not receive the 1st time? & since he didn't finish again will he encounter the same vision the next time too? Just trying to get some input or knowledge on the matter so I might be able to help him feel more comfortable!!
My 1st brkthrough was pretty scary & disturbing that it bothered me for a couple weeks. I wasn't able to get to sleep very easily at night, I was very scared when I closed my eyes & saw nothing but total darkness & a lot of the times I swear I would see things clot or run past me outta the corner of my eye! Soo I was very nervous & uncomfortable to try it again,but I finally did & I'm so happy & excited that I did do it:thumb_up: :thumb_up: well that just about sums up my trip report. I hope to get some feedback I love reading everybody's comments, oh & if anyone has some tips on how to better process or slow down my brkthroughs so I can actually remember them, that would be greatly appreciated!!! Def. Looking forward to trying it again!!....
oh & 1 last question has anyone else ever heard chanting or anything u felt u were supposed to listen to??

