I took sublingual doses of caapi extract a couple of times a day and vaporized several low doses of dmt, in the evening for nearly two weeks. I felt incredibly tuned in and happy at about the one week mark, but I went to far into bliss. It was awful. I was too happy and too connected. It was weird and really intense. I got a peek at what being a mystic or an ecstatic must be like, and I didn't like it.

I have a friend who is a mental health professional and I spent some time with her toward the end of this period. I asked her if I seemed manic. She said: "No, but you seem like someone who should stop taking psychedelics for awhile." I did.

I found that it got very strong toward the end. I got to the point where I could easily break through on 10mg. One of my most harrowing experiences ever was near the end of these two weeks,  on 15mg out of a clean gvg and scrubby. Way more intense than my first time which was 65mg sandwiched in blue lotus in a pipe. Also more intense than 40mg with a good technique, developed over years, in a gvg. The 15mg toward the end of 2 weeks of caapi saturation, was beyond words. It had something to do with an ascension and knowing that there is no difference between life and death... but that's all I can say.

I plan to drink aya on a daily basis in the near future, for a week. Vine only.

So far, the most beneficial thing I've found is two mushroom trips, a week apart, every three months.