it's not like falling, but it's like losing your place, not the sense of place because you still know you're you, but you can't tell where your left arm starts or your right arm ends, and then it becomes impossible to comprehend or think about, it feels like your body is twisting and contorting in impossible ways like your mouth swallows your face and it's just so intense, and it feels like your brain is truly crawling around inside your skull. It's like your thoughts are stuttering. Has anyone ever felt this? ... Has anyone at least felt like their body was contorting impossibly and collapsing upon itself and fluidly.....something?
Yes I know exactly what your trying to explain!!
Sometimes, if I take a rather large dose, but it ends up not being enough for a breakthrough, I too get this contorting and collapsing of my body.
Especially: "
like your mouth swallows your face"!!
I've licked my lips while in this weird, in between state and it felt like my tongue split & went up, to wet my top lip and down, to wet my bottom lip, at the same time!! Kind of like a lizard's tongue, but vertical & the two halves where independent, where I could feel what each tongue was touching in full detail. Like two separate hands!!
Also, my "
dual-tongue" (
ladies...) was so long that the bottom one was licking the bottom of my chin & the top one was licking my forehead!!
As I'm noticing all of this, my head feels as if it is folding in on itself, like a whirlpool!!
Other times, my jaw get so tensed up that I'm afraid I'm going to break my teeth!! I've also ran my tongue over my teeth & thought I was missing some, or had broken some. It really freaked me out until I returned to baseline I found everything in my mouth to be normal.
So what you explained sounds very familiar to me!!
When I do reach a breakthrough, a lot of times I notice a silence, or stillness that happens
immediately after reaching the "domed room", as
that place starts to form & become intelligent.
It happens suddenly, like the power it took to
get me there, is shut off with a switch.
I feel it's similar to launching a ship into space, it takes so much energy & raw power to create enough force to break the hold of gravity, but once the ship has breached the Earth's atmosphere & is out in the vacuum of space, there is peace, silence, and everything is suddenly smooth because there is no more resistance to the ship's bulk.
A large dose of DMT
launches consciousness out to wherever it is one goes, but if you don't reach the necessary level of power to "
make the jump to light speed", your body then has to deal with that overload of energy that didn't reach it's goal until the "fuel" burns itself out.
That's how I've always looked at it, anyway.
WS
