Oh boy you folques have got the old memory banks stirring. I've had so many strange experiences, I'll just overview some of the memories that popped up reading this thread.
We are all familiar I'm sure with the lower dose chysanthemum level where you see the beautiful morphing geometric patterns but never break through through to the other place. I just mention it because I'm sure it's something many of us can relate too.
The first time I broke through I was sure I had died and wasn't coming back, it was a fairly typical morphing brightly colored fractaline space. "I" was simply a part of this space, there was no memory of having been human just this place complete and whole, eternal. There were really no thoughts about it, there was no I or mind to have thoughts, it just was and "I" was just part of it.
One experience early on in my exploration I took a really heavy dose and was quite surprised upon closing my eyes and laying back to see my very first dog from when I was little little kid run up and greet me, I hadn't thought of her in decades. She was followed by what I can only assume were all my dead ancestors who greeted me warmly and let me know how much they loved me and how happy they were to see me. That one was very emotional.
Only one time did I have the archetypical Mckenna trip, but I did get it just as described. The friendly little ball beings would jump in and out of me and tell me how much they loved me. Singing songs and showing me objects. They kept urging me to sing but I was still aware my body was back in a room full of people and I was a little apprehensive to start vocalizing all crazy, so I just made a little boop sound and they went wild with glee and kept urging me to do more but by this time it was fading a way. I'm honestly a bit apprehensive to share this one because it's so cliche but that's exactly how it happened.
There is one I remember breaking into this room where these beings sitting around this big table having a meeting. They were very tall probably in the 8-10 foot range and were wearing metallic capes. They were not happy that I burst in in the middle of their meeting and started coming toward me malevolently but I slipped out of that space into another one before they got very close. On the way back to my body from that one I saw all these like apparition ghoul creatures circling around me and I could feel them poking and prodding at my body below me trying to find an way to enter, for some reason I was obsessed with trying to see their faces but every time would look at one they had only black shadows there.
I crashed some kind of interdimensional cocktail party in one. I'm not even sure how I know that's what it was, but the feeling that's what it was was unmistakable. It left me with the impression everyone there was onto some kind of really funny joke at my expense and I was totally clueless about it. Wink wink don't you get it?
I had one experience that ended with the looney tunes ending. The musical fanfare, porky pig waving his hand th-th-th-that's all folks, the whole deal perfect and to the T. :lol:
For some time every time I would go in I'd find myself as some kind of object like some kind of toy or something I'd be rapidly shifting into different positions but it was like I was a part of the room or wall as well as an individual entity. There were a bunch of other ones just like me around me and they would keep telling me "this is it, this is what you are, you are one of us, this is what you really are and you need to get ready, you need to be prepared for 2012, you need to make sure everyone else is ready. Remember this is what you are, this is what you need to prepare for." This went on for months and months every time I would smoalk, it was quite strange.
On one particularly heavy experience I found myself in this place:
And this disembodied voice is asking me if I want to stay in this place forever now. I was like "no, this is not what I want" and it asked what do you want? and I started listing things off "my bed" and it appeared, "my girlfriend" she was in the bed beside me, "my room, my friends, my apartment, my city, my world" all appeared around me as I listed them off, and there I was back where I started from, I rebuilt my whole universe from the ground up.
One time I broke into some sort of small room overlooking a large round space like one of those operation viewing rooms. There were little pod rooms like mine all around the walls, each was lit with a white light. It was very cold and sterile feeling and pretty frightening.
I enjoyed smoking DMT to Tool for some time and one time while smoking to 46 and 2 I saw myself attempting to sing along and unable to correctly speak the words as if I was singing something completely different than the song I was listening to and intending to sing as my head rapidly shook back in forth. About halfway through I discovered that I could shift the Tool track I was listening to with my will and I started flipping through different Tool songs and each time I changed it the whole world around me would shift. The one that sticks out the most is when I shifted to aenima and saw the tidal waves enveloping the cities, buildings collapsing, and just complete and utter destruction. When I returned 46 and 2 wasn't even over, the song never had changed and my friend reported no I had been laying there completely still no vocalizing or singing at all.
Another time I was laying in bed smoaking changa to my dubstep station on Pandora. At some point my internet must have cut out or something and I found myself just floating in silent beautiful hyperbliss. One of those typical uninhabited fractalline spaces with lots of purples and golds. Then suddenly out of nowhere the dubstep starts back up and the whole world around me starts wobbling with it then the song goes "where is my money?" and hyperspace responds by shooting all these dollar signs in my face. :lol:
Yet another time, I popped into the hyperrealms to find myself surrounded by all my friends, only they all looked exactly like bender units wearing my friends faces.
I went in with a friend giving me a lightshow with the LED gloves. When I closed my eyes there was my friend in his hyper elf self with a big grin. He lifted each finger one at a time and it lit up as he did. Then when he started his show it just completely enveloped me with it's light and then everything fell into a hyperspacial blur.
Okay last one...
I found myself in some sort of temple, lots of gold, carpeted in red, very ornate and these two female entities with these big long ribbons on poles came and put on a beautiful show/dance for me and whenever I'd focus on one they would come up and start wrapping their ribbon around and around and around till it fully enveloped me then I'd find myself again outside of it watching them dance and it just kept looping like that over and over again.
There are so many more, but I've probably already shared way more than I should have for one post. Sorry for the length. DMT is weird stuff lol.
may you have plenty more.
