lorax
Rising Star
hey..
i just had a wonderful experience yesterday evening. i went to a friends house to vaporize some elfdust, because my cats sometimes don't give me the peace & quiet needed to do so at home.
i hit 30mg hard in my vaporgenie. it took 2 hits then i felt everything tighten around me, pinning me to the bed. i was lifted upwards and it was only me, my breathing and the white light with little dark snakes which looked like electrons circulating around protons, dancing in the white light. it was like the light was seen and the snakes were thought which appeared in black & white in front of the white light like cut outs.
i felt loved beyond love. when i got back into my body it had heavy jitters which were very soothing and felt like love resonating throughout my body. there still seemed to be a little bit in the pipe, (maybe 5mg or so) so i had the last bit, closed my eyes and felt this energy flowing from my arms into my chest. i put my hands together and held them in front of my chest. i looked down at where my hands were. it was total darkness with a globe of white light between my hands. i rubbed it into my hands and put one hand on her chest and another hand right on the opposite on her back. it was the area where the heart is. this is where i prayed for the first time in my life for another person. i asked the allmighty to fill out the gaps in her soul with love and prayed for her to live a wholesome life and wished her love and for her soul to be illuminated. i never spoke a word. i prayed in thought.
she started crying the instant i touched her. her crying was deep and full of sorrow. when she started crying i felt fluctuations in the energy she emitted. i felt something fuzzy in my fingers. i put my hands back together and there was the globe of white light again. i pulled my hands apart a little bit and the globe grew in size. it was about as big as a baseball when i put my hands in offering position like you would offer somebody a hand full of peanuts. i carefully approached her with my offering hands and at the same time wished for the light to take its place inside her. i shoved the globe into her chest and started smearing the rest all over her back and arms. she stopped crying instantly and told me that it felt as if something has been filled up in her. i never spoke a word during this entire experience and never opened my eyes. i could see where she was sitting with closed eyes. i told her what i did afterwards and i also told her that the light will never leave her if she believed in it. which she must have, because she felt it. and she also told me that those feelings were real.
she has never had any elfdust. nor does she take any other drugs. she is very clean. after she stopped sobbing she was very quiet. when i asked her what was wrong she said that she was thinking through her whole life. and that all the problems in her life now seem very distant and not worth the while. she also noticed that life was a gift which should be held in upmost respect. she noticed a lot of things some people normally start noticing when they are confronted with the elfdust. but she didnt even take it. the white light seems to hold more information than just love and healing. has anybody else ever experienced something similar?
i will now build upon this and start to learn more from it about healing. today i experience joy beyond joy. my joy is so big that it doesn't fit in my body. i just feel like dancing and smiling. i had a little trouble getting out of bed this morning as my dreams were quite interesting, but once i got up and took a shower everything was SO good.
much peace to everyone on this planet.
i just had a wonderful experience yesterday evening. i went to a friends house to vaporize some elfdust, because my cats sometimes don't give me the peace & quiet needed to do so at home.
i hit 30mg hard in my vaporgenie. it took 2 hits then i felt everything tighten around me, pinning me to the bed. i was lifted upwards and it was only me, my breathing and the white light with little dark snakes which looked like electrons circulating around protons, dancing in the white light. it was like the light was seen and the snakes were thought which appeared in black & white in front of the white light like cut outs.
i felt loved beyond love. when i got back into my body it had heavy jitters which were very soothing and felt like love resonating throughout my body. there still seemed to be a little bit in the pipe, (maybe 5mg or so) so i had the last bit, closed my eyes and felt this energy flowing from my arms into my chest. i put my hands together and held them in front of my chest. i looked down at where my hands were. it was total darkness with a globe of white light between my hands. i rubbed it into my hands and put one hand on her chest and another hand right on the opposite on her back. it was the area where the heart is. this is where i prayed for the first time in my life for another person. i asked the allmighty to fill out the gaps in her soul with love and prayed for her to live a wholesome life and wished her love and for her soul to be illuminated. i never spoke a word. i prayed in thought.
she started crying the instant i touched her. her crying was deep and full of sorrow. when she started crying i felt fluctuations in the energy she emitted. i felt something fuzzy in my fingers. i put my hands back together and there was the globe of white light again. i pulled my hands apart a little bit and the globe grew in size. it was about as big as a baseball when i put my hands in offering position like you would offer somebody a hand full of peanuts. i carefully approached her with my offering hands and at the same time wished for the light to take its place inside her. i shoved the globe into her chest and started smearing the rest all over her back and arms. she stopped crying instantly and told me that it felt as if something has been filled up in her. i never spoke a word during this entire experience and never opened my eyes. i could see where she was sitting with closed eyes. i told her what i did afterwards and i also told her that the light will never leave her if she believed in it. which she must have, because she felt it. and she also told me that those feelings were real.
she has never had any elfdust. nor does she take any other drugs. she is very clean. after she stopped sobbing she was very quiet. when i asked her what was wrong she said that she was thinking through her whole life. and that all the problems in her life now seem very distant and not worth the while. she also noticed that life was a gift which should be held in upmost respect. she noticed a lot of things some people normally start noticing when they are confronted with the elfdust. but she didnt even take it. the white light seems to hold more information than just love and healing. has anybody else ever experienced something similar?
i will now build upon this and start to learn more from it about healing. today i experience joy beyond joy. my joy is so big that it doesn't fit in my body. i just feel like dancing and smiling. i had a little trouble getting out of bed this morning as my dreams were quite interesting, but once i got up and took a shower everything was SO good.
much peace to everyone on this planet.
